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I throw up in my mouth, even yahoo had  better things to say. But since a bitch just got free ice cream I got to shut my mouth and suck it up. Imagine all the free shit I could get, I may be rich and everything but free shit is something I'd never turn down, ya feel me ?

The lady hands me my ice cream and I begin eating it.

"I don't know, ask my mom and dad they made me"

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"But mommy I don't want to, do I really have to come" I whined to my mom. I really was in no mood to go to any party on a Sunday.

"Mulani, I'm not asking you I'm telling you, you're gonna be here to suppport your father and I don't even give a shit what you have to say" I roll my eyes sighing. Like shit I just want a day to relaxe before I start to work again in the week.

"Oh yes and invite your friends."  She says before hanging up.

I honestly don't like events like this. My mother invites her side of the family which is homophobic and they do nothing but talk about how I'm disrespecting gods rules and all that shit .

Like Bitchhhh If I wanted to hear those lies I would've gone to your stupid ass church service like you asked me too. Ain't that true though.

Like does my mother not care that all they do is talk shit about me ??

I dried off my feet with the towel, and wrapped another one around me. I pulled out dark blue nail polish out the cupboard  underneath the sink walking to my room.  I sit on my beanie bag couch leaning to paint my toe nails.

My house was once again empty because Kerissa went back to Joshua, like a dummy. But all I can do now is sit back speculate the situation, and help make her feel better about herself when Joshua does damage.

The same role each day, of every month of every year I'm usto it.  It sucks to see the person you love with someone who doesn't even appreciate them. I could do so much for Kerissa.

I get up walking towards my walk-in closet to find an outfit. I didn't wanna look basic but I didn't wanna dress up either. So I put on a light pink body con dress, I walked to my vanity to do my eyebrows, I couldn't do nothing else. If I tried to do any other makeup I'd look like a whole clown, like half of these hoes on the streets but anyways

I go to my second closet which was just full of my shoe collection, and got my blank fenty slides. Picking up my bag and leaving to get Kerissa.

Joshua surprisingly isn't home, which allowed Kerissa to follow me. Her house wasn't too far from mine, which was good.

I sighed as I arrived at Kerissas building, she instantly walked out the lobby wearing a long pink camo patterned shirt with the basic black and white low cut vans. She sat in the passenger side.

"Hey Lani" she said smiling.  Her hair was done and so were her nails. Which was odd. And she was never this happy so something must be up. I started to drive off.

"What's up" I asked her, she was still smiling. I then noticed something shiny on her finger. Oh hell to the fuck no, I know Joshua did not propose.

"Joshua proposed AND he dropped all his sides he said he's all for me now"  she now sounded ecstatic and I knew this was a whole faze, by tomorrow her ass would be bruised and sad crying about how much she wants to leave him. " and gorlllll" she continued sounding extra ghetto.  "He dicked me down good last night" 

" could've been me, strapping you down" I mumbled. I don't think she heard But like said, I had to support her even if the situation sucks. Faking all my happiness I said "oh wow" gassing up her cheep EBay ring. "That's sexy" though I knew I could afford the real deal. Not some used and reused shit, you could see that it wasn't real silver and it was turning a whole different colour.