16. Take me back to the start

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A/n - Hello my lovelies. I'm back! Enjoy the chapter. Thanks a lot for all the reads, votes and comments. 😍😍😍  Listen to the song Yo sings while you read the chapter. The Scientist by Coldplay

Take me back to the start

Come up to meet youTell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find youTell you I need youTell you I set you apart

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Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart


I softly mumbled the lyrics fingers running aromatically along the piano keys.

Music echoed through the empty hall. No one’s at the moment. Just me and the white grand piano on the stage. There’s nothing like singing and playing for myself. I closed my eyes and sang more.

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I’ve heard somewhere that the origin of a pearl is a grain of sand accidentally went inside an oyster. The oyster will suffer a great pain from that tiny grain of sand and it will eventually turn into a beautiful, valuable pearl.

Just like the oyster, I’m in great pain right now. But instead of focusing on the pain I’m channel it to another venue. Music. I’m creating great music because I’m in pain.

I know I will never be with P’Pha. My first love. My first heart break.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

I haven’t seen his after that day we kissed. I touched my lips with my finger tips. My stomach twisted strangely when I recalled that bittersweet night. So many good memories. And just a bit of bad memories.
I wonder how he is doing. I’m in Malaysia right now. So I dropped in a message, cancelling our session. I’ll be going home in two weeks. Maybe enough time for us to think things through and calm down.

I don’t know what would happen when we meet next. Would I be able to act normal when he touches me? It was fine when I didn’t know how he felt about me. But now?

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