Love Hurts

Chapter 19 - Pain

Park Chanyeol's POV

"Jaehun! Yah! Lee Jaehun, you better wake up right now!" I screamed although  I knew it was hopeless. I quickly carried her in bridal style and brought her to my car. I'd be lying if I said that she was very light but she wasnt that heavy like how she looks. I focused on the road, still panicking.

I stopped as the traffic light was red and I took a glance at Jaehun. Her arm was bleeding. The blood was coming out uncontrollably  and her face was getting whiter. "SHIT!" I mumbled as I stepped on the gas. When I reached the hospital, I quickly carried her into the emergency room.

The nurse gasped when she saw Jaehun. She quickly called the doctor. They led her to the emergency room and  I waited patiently outside. I walked back and forth and back and forth, hoping Jaehun's okay. I stopped and turned around when they opened the curtains.

Doctor : Relatives of Lee Jaehun?

Me : Me! Im her husband. Is she okay?

Doctor : She lost a lot of blood and her cuts were kind of deep but she's fine.  She can go home when she wakes up and she's at room 365.

Me : Kamsahamida.

I said and bowed.

I went in the elevator and went to the second floor. As I saw Jaehun's room, I held the doorknob and twisted it. I walked inside as I saw Jaehun sleeping soundly. Her arm was casted and her fingers was plastered as they got injured too.

I sighed and  sat down beside her.

"Jaehun-ah, forgive me. Im sorry for everything. Can you wake up now so you can hit me? I wont stop you or fight back. Why must you cut your arms? Your really stupid." I said eventhough  I know she cant  hear me.

I looked at my watch and it was 7am in the morning. I sat on the couch as I yawned. In a while, I fell asleep.

>> After A While >>

I couldnt sleep cause Im not used to sleeping on couches. I groaned as I looked at the time. It was 7:56am. I decided to go buy a drink since I was kinda thirsty.

I twist the doorknob and went to the vending machine. I bought my drink and opened it. I gulped it down quickly since I only bought a small can of coffee.

I threw the can into the bin and headed back to Jaehun's ward. As I opened the door, I saw Jaehun trying to get up from the bed.

My eyes widened.

Me : Yah! Your not suppose to get up like this!

I said as I ran towards her and held her shoulders. I frowned as she brushed  my arms away.

Jaehun : Im perfectly fine.

Lee Jaehun's POV

I woke up and  my eyes scanned around the room. "Where am I?" I said to myself. My eyes landed on my arms and fingers. I dont remember anything but I do remember that I fainted.

*Flashback*

I woke up from a nightmare and I tried to sleep again but I couldnt. I felt really weak. Why wouldnt  I? I didnt eat the whole day and I went to the gym. I sighed as I went to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and I poured water into it.

I was about to drink it but then  the glass slipped from my hands. Damn, Am I that weak? I stared at the tiny pieces of glass that was scattered on the floor. I smiled weakly.

"This glass broke into tiny pieces just like my heart did." I whispered. 

I didnt knew what was I doing but the next thing I knew, I was picking up a piece of glass and pressed it against my arm. I wrote 'PCY' with a lot of other deep straight cuts around it. As for my other arm, I wrote 'HURT AND FAT' cause I was exactly describing myself.