"From they day I had laid my eyes on him I want no one else, no other, just the wrong guy. In bad or worse, in deceiving or destruction, in pain or self-killing, I will nerve back off, never take a step closer to the right guy, as long as I can have...
'Can't you ben normal?' Lucas's shouts were imprinted in his head so he moved his palm away.
What would Lucas say, he would blame himself, while he had enough problems in his young life, he wasn't even eighteen.
"You're a pussy Jaehyun and you're so fucking weak," he whispered looking at his own mirror reflection he hated so much he need to turn from it.
The old fashioned fans were moving slowly in the beach bar along the promenade, Natasha wasn't crying anymore when they sat down opposite to each other asking the waiter for some beer.
The waiter haven't even thought about checking his ID, as Lucas looked adult enough, he smiled to himself, definitely not seventeen, never in a million years. He guessed life has treated him badly that's why he needed to mature so quickly.
Not like Jungwoo, who was a kid inside and outside despite his age.
"So?" Natasha tapped the table top.
"He has some problems," whispered Lucas taking a huge sip.
"I know."
"No you... you don't."
"I've noticed," she fell in his word.
He squeezed the beer bottle in his fingers, the water drops all around it gave his hand a nice cooling.
"He thinks that fairies are bringing the flowers."
"Your'e so perverted," she hissed.
"Me? Me perverted? Jungwoo is... he doesn't get it ok, the whole concept, I bet he's asexual or... he just... just doesn't get it," Lucas saw her ironical smile that boiled the blood inside him.
"Who are you for him anyway? You came out of nowhere, moved into his flat and now you're sticking your nose into his business."
"I'm a friend ok, his friend!" Lucas raised his voice more than necessary.
"He comes to the balcony each morning you know?"
"Because he needs to water the flowers."
"Sure," she rolled her eyes. "And I'm a koala."
"Maybe you are," Lucas sat back.
"He comes there to see me," she leaned her elbows on the table her eyes were glittering.
"I'm come to see you from time to time, it's porn for free," Lucas looked at her, her face became extremely red.
"I know you're a pig!" her hands began to tremble.
"But I'm a normal guy he's not," shit, Lucas bit his tongue.
He shouldn't have said that.
"You see! You claim to be his friend but you would never, never be able to accept some like that, to love some like that just because of who he is!" her voice cracked.
"I don't believe in shit like love," he trembled.
"You see that's the difference, because I love him, and I want him, so don't be in the way," she opened her purse fishing the money for the beer out slamming it on the table.
"Just don't break him, strip ok, do whatever you like, just keep bringing flowers without any letters," whispered Lucas.
"You're so!" she jumped up.
"Please don't ruin him," Lucas looked at her, their eyes meeting.
"Fairies yes?" she laughed ironically before storming off.
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