my unspokenable words

starting

i apologize a lot, even though it's not a mistake.

i forgive a lot, even though it's unforgiveable.

a lot than you think you know.

"why? why you do such stupid things? You can't satisfy everyone"

cause i'm really scared

when everything walks away from me.

when no one stands beside me.

cause i've been there.

it's not a good feeling.

it's really

really

makes me wanna die.