I-A-D-O-R-E-Y-O-U ✦ Grayson Dolan

3-Run

I had milk pumped because I couldn't waste an time. I stayed up all last night driving. I don't know where I'm going I just had to leave.

Not leaving Grayson, I love him so much but he is dangerous. The longer I'm with him the more pain. I need to teach him a lesson. If he loves me enough I'll be back soon.

I hear another ding. I roll my eyes pulling over. I glance at my phone knowing it isn't Grayson since I muted him.

Ethan
Ugh it's probably Grayson.

Ethan

Nova?

Did Grayson put you up to this?

What?
What do you mean I just asked your name what does Grayson have anything to do with it?

Never mind

I have something.

What do you mean E

I needed to come to someone about this
I couldn't go to Grayson or the guys I needed the only person who understands.

Even though you don't.

E are you depressed

Kind of but it's not the whole thing.

E what's going on

My mind was going crazy. A million things could have been going on. Is it Grayson? Is someone hurt.

I'm scared Nova
That no one will look at me the same
especially Grayson won't

E just tell me

Nova I think I'm gay

Awe Ethan are you coming out to me
You trust me with this

Yeah I guess I just no one else to talk to other then my little sister

I felt tears dripping down my face. I try and sniff and wipe them away. I'm doing this for my children.

Ethan will understand he always does.

Ethan I'm very happy for you
That you had the courage to even come out I love you

Thanks

But I have to tell you something before it gets to you
Ethan?
E?
Hello???

Nova what the fuck come back!?
Why would you leave?
Why would you do this to my brother.
I literally just spilled my biggest secret for you and trusted you!

I close my phone because I couldn't take it anymore. It was like my heart was being torn in too.

Nobody understands. You'll never understand until you are in my position until you have kids of your own. I can't let anything happen to them. I want to avoid anything coming there way before it happens. They are the reason my world is spinning. My day and night.