Talking to myself

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Lauren what was that? You have to tell me something even if it's a obvious lie or excuse.  Please don't take it as a sign to just cut me out. Tell yourself it was just a trick of the light or something and just help me.

Don't just bury yourself in things I can't be a part of. You've already stopped saving a seat for me at lunch or walking through the front door. Can't even have one of yiur friends be a fake friend for me. You've changed but I've stsyed behind.

I want to tell you to stop living up to this impossible ideal version this normal to please everyone.  We need to talk or I'm just repeating all of this to myself.  I don't want to forget this and I don't want this to become a thing. 

Don't let me just keep Talking to Myself.

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