trusted|| jake Webber {RE-WRITTING}

13. stops & needs

Dylan POV

It's been away since the incident and I still have bruises. Jake and I have been hanging out everyday since, were attached by the hip. I think he feels like he needs to protect me now. He's been getting me water, picking us up food,  and even stayed the night to make sure I was okay.

I was sitting on my couch eating popcorn and watching vampire diaries when I heard a knock at the door. I groaned as I paused my show and walked slowly to the door. Jake was standing there with a big smile on his face, I couldn't help but smile back. "Hey" he said kissing my cheek and walking in. "Jake you know I'm ok right?" I asked looking at him as he walked into my apartment and thew his jacket on the table. 

"I know it's just-" he started but I stopped by pulling him toward me and kissing him. "I'm ok" I laughed pulling away. He smiled and nodded. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to the couch. "Watch are we watching? Vampire diaries? Oh my god I love this show!" He squealed. "You're such a girl" I laughed as he picked up my bowl of popcorn and took some and threw it in his mouth. 

I grabbed a blanket and snuggled up to his side. He threw his arm lazily around my waist and pulled me close to him. He placed a kiss on the top of my head as we watched the show. About 3 episodes later I was half asleep when Jake moved and grabbed his phone. I whined and pulled his arm closer to me. "Hey Dyl, I have to go" He said standing up quickly. 

"Why?" I asked disappointed. "I have to go to a thing, I'll talk to you tomorrow?" He said grabbing his jacket. "I-okay" I said as he walked out of the door. I sighed and turned off my tv. 

-

It was a few hours later when I heard a knock at my door. I was still upset about Jake leaving me earlier and didn't really want to talk to anyone. I heard another knock a few seconds later. I groaned as I pulled myself up from the couch and walked over to the door and opened it harshly.

"What do you-Jake?"

He was in a tux and had a bouquet of flowers as big as my head. I couldn't help but smile. "Wha-What are you doing?" I asked with a huge smile. He walked in placing the flowers on the counter and grabbed my hand without saying anything and dragged me outside. He opened the car door for me and I got in his car while went to the driver side. "Jake what's happening?" I asked him while he drove. 

"You'll see princess" he said smiling keeping his eyes on the road. I tried not to physically show that I was taken back from the 'princess' it reminded me of the first time Colby called me that. I remembered how much I hated that, but it was different when Jake said it. It felt sweet and generous. 

A few minutes later we pulled up to his house.

"Jake what are we doing here we could have just stayed at my apartment" I laughed. He still didn't say anything. He got out of the car and went over to my side and opened the door for me and grabbed my hand and walked me up to the front door. He opened the door and I gasped. There were rose petals all over the floor with candles everywhere. Above everything there was a big sign that said 'will you be my girlfriend?' I stood there in amazement unable to say anything.

"Dylan?" Jake said catching attention. "Will you please be my girlfriend?" He asked smiling. "Of course I'll be your girlfriend webber" I smiled grabbing his face and kissing him before wrapping him in a hug.

All of the sudden everyone jumped out and yelled "congratulations!" except for Colby he was nowhere to be seen. I started to laugh and turned back to Jake and kissed him. "took you long enough" I said laughing.

-

It was a few hours later and we all were sitting on the couch. "Let's go upstairs" Jake said looking at me. "Ok" I said smiling. He grabbed my hand and we walked upstairs and into his room. I sat down on his bed and bounced up and down. He closed his door and locked it taking me by surprise. "Jake?" I questioned raising my eyebrows.

 He didn't say anything he came over to me and started to kiss me aggressively making me lay down on his bed while he was on top of me. It was more lustful than any other of our kisses. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and tugged at my belt. "Jake" I said through the kiss. 

He pulled at it again.

He started to lift up my shirt that's when a pulled away and scooted away. "What's wrong I thought this was ok I thought you were ok?" He said looking at me confused and panicked. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him. I couldn't breathe, I felt like crying.  "I'm-I Don't-" I started to tear up as I ran my fingers through my hair. 

"Woah, Dylan, no it's ok it's ok" he said scooting over to me and wrapping me in a hug. "I'm sorry" I said as i started to cry on his shoulder. "no dyl don't be sorry. I shouldn't have assumed that you wanted to" he said rubbing my shoulder. "Let's just watch a movie and cuddle okay?" He said kissing my temple. 

"Okay" I said wiping my tears as he stood up off the bed. 

I'm such a loser. Why am I such a loser? Why couldn't I just do it? I bet he's done it before. It's not a big deal, all boyfriends and girlfriends do it. I'm just gonna die a virgin. Why did it freak me out so much? Was it because of my past? I know Jake would never hurt me or make me do anything I don't want to do, but it's something he wanted to do and he went through all this trouble to ask me to be his girlfriend and I couldn't do this one thing in return. Wow. Does that make me selfish? Am I a bad girlfriend? Or was it jakes plan all along to ask me to be his girlfriend to get me into bed? It doesn't seem like him though. 

UGH WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER?! WHY CANT I JUST DO IT?! 

As I sat on his bed overthinking the shit out of what just happened I let a tear drop and pulled my knees up to my chest. He saw me and sat down next to me and grabbed my hand. 

"Dylan I know you. You're overthinking this. It's okay if your not ready" he said rubbing his thumb over the palm of my hand. "No I am ready it's- Well I don't know what it is" I said truthfully looking down, I didn't know what was holding me back. Before he could speak again I stopped him by saying "it's just you went through all this trouble and I can't do 'it'. You can't say that your not upset that I didn't do it" I said looking up at him. 

He didn't say anything for a second. "Dylan don't worry about me. I care more about you. Stop overthinking" he said standing up. I sighed and looked at the ground. "Come here" he said motioning for me to come to him. I stood up and hugged him. "Your really not mad?" I asked him laying my head on his chest. "No Dylan, I'm not mad you won't have sex with me" he said rubbing my back. 

Something in my mind made me doubt it though.

Word count: 1359

sooo they wouldn't do it. How do you think Jake really feels about this? Is he really ok? Where was Colby? Will Dylan ever be ready?