Save me ~ Mikey Way x Reader

XIV ~ Returning The Favor

Attempt of suicide warning

"So that's how you wanted to tell people?" I questioned Mikey as we all walked back to the tour bus after the show. The rest of their show went pretty good. Gee made the occasional joke about Mikey and I, but nothing new. I think hes excited that he gets to make those jokes out loud now instead of keeping them to himself. He'll do anything to pick on Mikey but hey, that's what brothers are for.

"Well, you looked really hot playing my guitar against me. You were right there and I really wanted to kiss you soooo. I did." Mikey wrapped his arm around my shoulder only to take it back down so we could get on the bus. It was pretty late since we added time to the show. Maybe around 12 am? We all stayed at the arena for a bit and just hung out there before deciding to come back here.

"I'm calling it now, it's gonna go viral." Frank added in once we were all on the bus. He laid down on the couch with a bag on chips in his hands. Ray headed straight for the bunks.

"Where you going party pooper?" Mikey teased. Ray rolled his eyes.

"I'm tired a shit. I'm going to bed." Ray rolled into his bunk and shut his curtain. I looked over to Mikey, trying to hold in a chuckle. Frank laughed a bit while turning on the T.V. Gerard was just kinda sitting there, not saying anything.

"You okay Gee?" I asked. Gerard looked over at me with a smile that I knew he was faking.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He definitely wasn't. I didn't want to say anything because the no one else knows he's back to taking pills but me so I just nodded my head. 

"Guys I'm gonna have to agree with Ray, I'm going to bed." Frank rolled off of the couch with a thud. He picked himself up and made his way over to his bunk. Mikey rolled his eyes but not without trying to cover a yawn.

"You're tired too huh?" I teased. He shook his head but his eyes were struggling to stay open. "Come on, let's go to bed." Mikey reluctantly got up and joined Frank and Ray to going to bed. I walked behind him but looked back at Gee who was still sitting there.

"You gonna go to bed?" I asked him. He looked up at me blankly.

"Eventually."

"Okay. Just don't stay up too late Gee." I ruffled his hair. He once again put on a fake smile but went back to being silent when I left. I climbed up to my own bunk tonight because I had a feeling I wasn't going to sleep much. I wasn't all that tired and I was too busy worrying about Gerard. Sure he says he fine but I know he isn't.

To try to get my mind off of Gee, I closed my curtains and watched a few videos of people doing covers of my songs.

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It's like two in the morning and I'm still awake. I've taken my anxiety meds to see if that would help, but it didn't. I was getting kinda bored on youtube so I switched to Twitter a few minutes ago. Frank was right. There are videos of Mikey and I's little battle everywhere. I'm being tagged in so many memes about it. Most of them are funny. Others are just kinda stupid. 

I clicked on a tweet to like it but the sound of the bus door opening and closing caught my attention. Is someone trying to break into the bus? I peaked my head out of my curtains to check. There was no one near the door. Strange. Ray, Frank, and Mikey all had their curtains fully closed, but Gee didn't shut his. Wait.

Gee isn't even in his bunk.

Or in the bus. Maybe that was the door sound? I jumped down from my bunk, careful not to make any noise so I don't wake the others. I walked over to the door and opened it slightly. I heard what sounded like Gerard saying something to himself. Once I was fully outside, I could clearly see Gerard.