Alone

TO LARIAN!!!

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His face became dark after answering the question and he then suddenly stood up from the table and then beside him the void made a rift which he walked through.

Lucius coughed and then he stood up from the table. "Well, congratulations on becoming a god Rachel. Meeting adjourned." And then he and many others walked into rifts which opened beside them.

I too made a rift and went to a different realm altogether. The divine realm. And when I got there I saw giant buildings and I couldn't feel and end to this world just like how it was in the soul realm. But here, it is alive and there are so many different creatures. Don't tell me they are all gods? Can't be. Right?

"How many different worlds are there?" I asked the system and then I heard it's voice again.

(Ding! There is no definite answer. There are current worlds who are 'alive' like earth. There are 'ruined' worlds who have no energy anymore. And then there are 'ancient' worlds which are boundless and have their own purposes.)

"Is the divine realm an ancient realm?"

(Ding! Yes.)

I sighed and then another question struck me. "Do I now live in this world? And how do I get a home?"

(Ding! Yes, you live in this world now. And you earn divine energy which is the currency of this world through your world. Using divine energy, also know more popular as DE, you can purchase a certain amount of the divine world. And DE is also used to make worlds and items. Like divine weapons talked about in legends and stories in your first world.)

"I see. Do I have DE?" I asked the system while kind of getting tired.

(Ding! Yes, you currently have DE. But it would be better if you used it to create your world for now.)

Thinking about it for a few seconds I agreed. "Alright. How do I create a world?"

(Ding! You will have to begin a circulation of your DE. Just do it like with magical energy. And after you do that a world will begin to form.)

I did as it said and I could feel something like an explosion inside my body and suddenly I could feel everything inside of me. Everything. Not my stomach or things like that, but... a world living inside of me. Being controlled and made from DE. It was an amazing feeling. And I could feel it was gradually forming. I could also speed up the process. Which I did.

After a little while there were stars and planets. And then I wondered... how you could ruin a world and how there could be more than one god ruling a world. "System, how do you make a world 'ruined'. And how can there be more than one god ruling a world."

(Ding! The world is ruined by the god contaminating the world or another god contaminating it. The world is a part of your soul, body and mind. If you are mad, your will be in chaos. If you are happy, your world will be blessed for as long as you are happy. But the world you create doesn't have much to do with your body. But if you are dying, your world is dying. Your soul also needs to be healthy and pure, so you don't destroy all the energy of your world. And that there are more than one god in a world is just an illusion created by the god of the world or the creatures in that world.)

"I see..." So I need to be calm and collected. I hope that will work. I just need to be alone so I won't be bothered by the other god. And then I opened my mouth again. "System, I want to buy a part of the divine realm."

(Ding! Will you buy a area 10x10(1002), 25x25(6252), 50x50(25002), 100x100(100002), 1000x1000(10000002), etc)

"Will I be able to upgrade it?" I asked the system dumbfounded at all the land I could buy with DE.

(Ding! Yes.)

"Then, I will have the 10x10 area." I said to the system and then it just answered...

(Ding! 10x10 area purchased.)

And then I was transported to this area and I could see this line which probably marked the area which I owned. And while I had been speaking with the system I had gotten the hang of using DE. So I immediately created a nice house with a very small lawn. I also created a computer just because and a kitchen, bedroom and a bathroom. Although it was small, it was something I could call home.

I walked inside after I had made it and I saw on my bed and just... fell down with my arm over my eyes. I thought back to the spaceship. I thought back to Julian. Was he still thinking of me? Was he still alive? Did he get over Asu-chan or did he just find another character that he loves just as much.

Like that, I fell asleep in the dark room. Alone again. Without Lily. Without Julian. Without the crew. Without anyone I fell asleep and the bad dreams returned from where they were after a long time.

Back in Lilies dimension.

"Haa." I sighed as I looked out the window in the new spaceship. I couldn't bring myself to enter the old one because she **** there. I don't want to think of it but it is the only thing I can think of. Why is it that she had to go? It is unfair! Is it because I wasn't caring enough!? "Why is it you left me RACHEL!!!" I at no one. I had yelled a lot lately and I couldn't even bring myself to smile. It's as if something inside of me has broken. As if I can't be the same anymore.

Carl has been really helpful lately because of that certain event. The rest of the crew has been just as supportive of me. But the truth is I can't see it at all. Without her, even though I only knew her a week, it's as if the world doesn't even work anymore.

And then Clara stomped into the room. "JULIAN!!! You need to stop all this moping around!!! You won't get anywhere with your current attitude!!! Don't you remember our promise!? Please, just come back. To us, to me..." She whispered the last words but they were clear in my ears after staying in this silent room for weeks.

"What?" I responded dumbly. But before I could even react her lips were already on mine. She was kissing me.

After a second of kissing me she stepped and was as red as a tomato. "Umm, I..." She then took a deep breath and stared at me with determination. "Julian. I like you. No, I love you. I can't imagine my life without you. So just, please, come back."

I stared at her for a few seconds after the sudden shock. I stood up and hugged her. "Alright. I will come back to all of you." And then I walked out of my room and towards the bridge. When I got inside I sat down in my captains chair after a really long time. Carl stood on my right while Clara on my left.

I took a deep breath and looked towards the stars in front of us. "To Larian. We've gotta buy something."