i was laying in bed and ivy ran off to her hiding spot she think i dont know about and me and ryan were laying in bed just laying and thinking. that when i noticed he had a boner and i giggled.
"its not funny"
"it is very funny"
"no not really"
*later in my room alone*
i know i have so many reasons to liek family ivy joey the baby but right now nothing was under my control so i took out a knife and i went to my upper arms and did a slash on both later i bandaged them and put a sweat shirt with bvb on it and botty shorts with bvb on it and i went down stairs and i was in the kitchen with mom talking about my high college plans.
"so were do u wanna go yet?"
"i have no clue can u help me next month when the give me my options?"
"sure sweety ill help ivy 2"
"ok thanks a million"
i went searching for joey and i found him txting on his cell and in ryan was also in the room.
"hey girly"
"hey babe"
idk why but ryan always called me girly it was wierd but i called him fred hehe cuz he looked liek fred when hes in the water its so cute and funny.
"hey babe and hey fred!"
i walked over and kissed joey on the cheek and whisperd.
"we need to talk in my room"
"ok im coming"
we went to my room and i did a deep intake of breath.........
