"but I'm not lying" I said
"yes you are" he growled
I wanted to cry but I stopped myself I wasn't gonna cry because of him I never did and I'm not starting now
"and even if I was your Mate I'd reject you anyway
I mean come on who would want a kil...
After my talk with Xavier he left Landon and I and went back to his house but told me that he'll meet us at Bobby's so I walked back to the living room to see Landon sitting there watching Lucifer .
"What're you doing here ?" he asked
"you do know that this is my house right ?" he rolled his eyes
"no I mean why aren't you with the others ?" he asked
"because I miss you and want to talk to you without them" I said
"okay what's going on ?" he turned the TV off and moved so now he was facing me
"nothing's going ..." he give me a look making me roll my eyes
"okay fine ... I don't know Lan everything's going great and I'm scared of what'll happen next ... I know people like me don't get what they want that easy" now it's time for him to roll his eyes
"you think any of this was easy coming back to the one place you hate so much learning how to trust your brother sister and Mate again being around people that don't even like you fighting the man that killed your friends and the only one who made you so scared that you still have nightmares about him easy ... girl if this is easy to you I'd like to see what hard looks like" he said
"it's not just that Lan it's being the next Queen and all that bullshit ... I don't know how to do that I'm not a Queen I don't lead I follow" I said
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"and who said you have to lead anything that's Xavier's job you only have to look good make pups parties all things you can do or is already doing it" he said
"there's more to being a Queen than just that" I said
"like what ? Taking his place when he's not there you can do that you are the leader of our team and leading them is gonna be the same being the Queen is gonna be like being Rose Robin but better" he said
"what about everything else ?" I asked
"what about what ?" he asked
"all of this is too much for me to take in at the same time" I said
"then don't ... Anna no one is judging you , you're allowed to do as many mistakes as you want because there's no right way and wrong way to being a Queen or a Luna or any of that ask your mom or Lisa or Lilly yes she's not a Queen yet but she did act like one when she was still with Mike and she wasn't the best but she was good enough and everyone loved her and they'll love you too" he said
"how can you be so sure ?" I asked
"because you're good and you don't just want to be a Queen for the name you care about the people and you want to stop the fights and make this world better and that's what they want nothing else ... look I know it's new and very scary but you have all of us with you and we will help you" he said
