Pounds // larry stylinson

Week Four

Monday, April 24th, 2013
176lbs
Seven Cuts - Wrists
Four Cuts -Thighs
Seven Cuts - Ankles
One Cut - Stomach

god, when harry left on sunday afternoon, it hell for me. dad was drunk and he stormed into my room, beating the shit out of me. he called me worthless and a waste of time. and quite frankly, i believed him.

so i made thirteen new cuts everywhere on my skin and didn't go to school today.

Tuesday, April 25th, 2013
176lbs
Seven Cuts - Wrists
Four Cuts -Thighs
Seven Cuts - Ankles
Two Cuts - Stomach

harry noticed how skinny i had gotten since he last saw me on sunday morning. he also noticed how i flinched away when he tried to hold my hand and wrap an arm around my waist.

"are you okay?" he would say.

"i'm fine.." i would lie.

Wednesday, April 26th, 2013
175lbs
Eight Cuts - Wrists
Six Cuts - Thighs
Seven Cuts - Ankles
Three Cuts - Stomach

i didn't go to school again today just to avoid harry and his questions and his knowing looks about something not being right.

Thursday, April 27th, 2013
173lbs
Twelve Cuts - Wrists
Fifteen Cuts - Thighs
Seven Cuts - Ankles
Twenty-Three Cuts - Stomach
Four Cuts - Waist

when i didn't attend school again today, i wasn't expecting harry to drop by while i was home alone, slitting areas of my skin open right in my main bathroom with the door wide open that you can see from right when you walk into the door.

harry took my razors away.
harry held me close.
harry told me I was beautiful.
harry pressed a kiss to my lips.
harry told me he loved me.

and god, the last one scared the shit out of me.

Friday, April 28th, 2013
170lbs
Twelve Cuts - Wrists
Fifteen Cuts - Thighs
Seven Cuts - Ankles
Twenty-Three Cuts - Stomach
Four Cuts - Waist
Three Burns - Chest
Six Burns - Arms

i need out.

[cliffhanger??? ;)]