Pounds // larry stylinson

Week Three

Monday, April 17th, 2013
188lbs
Two Cuts - Wrists

i didn't want to do it, i swear i didn't, but it was like...calling me in some weird way.. i felt like i had to slit my wrists..

i wore a long sleeve shirt today.

Tuesday, April 18th, 2013
187lbs
Two Cuts - Wrists
One Cut - Thigh

harry noticed i wore another long sleeve shirt today, i knew he realized, but, he didn't question me, he didn't push it. i liked him for that.

he treated me normally.

Wednesday, April 19th, 2013
187lbs
Three Cuts - Wrists
One Cut - Thigh

harry noticed i'm starting to get more skinny. if he realized, that means other kids would realize too, and that made me so goddamn happy that i was smiling all day.

Thursday, April 20th, 2013
186lbs
Three Cuts - Wrists
One Cut - Thigh

harry and i are planning another sleepover for saturday night, i seriously cannot wait...i like having harry around.

Friday, April 21st, 2013
185lbs
Three Cuts - Wrists
Two Cuts -Thighs
One Cut - Ankle

i wore socks today, i normally don't as socks bother me, but i did today. it was to cover the cut i had made last night.

harry also held my hand today and my tummy had butterflies in it...i really, really like harry.

i am still excited for the sleepover on saturday as well.

[this was boring oh my, but, there's some serious larry fluff in the next letter ;)]