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Chapter 32: Ask Away

Your POV
I sighed and didn't get a lot of sleep last night. Not even an minute of rest.
[Flashback]
I didn't say anything. "I know that many confessions happened. But you don't really need to reply right now, obviously. I just want you to recover as soon as you can... I feel like shit that I didn't go, I would be certain I could beat Kize's Ass..." Kaneki gritted his teeth. "Don't blame yourself." I Said. Kaneki then looked towards me. "I... I feel like I was just... Neglecting you. I failed to protect you... And now. I feel so bad.... That I just want to..... Nevermind. Let's just go back in." He said. The look in his eyes changed, it held regret and depression. I was speechless and was unable to talk, as he just carried me back.
[Flashback Ended]
I sighed as I shifted in trying to sleep. I should of recovered by now. But I guess not.
[Two Weeks Later]
It's been a couple of days, around 2 Weeks since that Incident took place. I was taking Physical therapy. I still haven't recovered properly. I can't believe I let an asshole like Kize make me paralyzed. "Ohh God..... When I fucking meet this asshole.... I'm gonna fucking rip his balls of when I see him.." I personally threatened. "Mon-Cheri, are you doing well?" Tsukiyama Asked, sliding the door, as he came into the room. "Oh. Yeah. I'm fine, thanks for asking. I'm just concerned about the other three." I said, looking down to my lap. Tsukiyama just looked away, being less enthusiastic as he usually was. "Juuzou, The Boy Said That he heard you scream." Tsukiyama Said. "I apologize that I wasn't there when it happened.." He sighed. Why is everyone so lethargic today. "Why is everyone so tired today?" I asked. "..." He didn't say anything. He just pulled up an chair, and sat besides me. He grabbed my hand. "Hm..?" I asked, looking at him questionably. "I... Haven't said this properly... nor before. I feared that you would no longer want this as an good type of relation. But... The God's Informed us of something... and it wasn't an very exciting type of news... It was heart breaking to ever hear it.... But.... I don't know If I should tell you.... but.... regardless of That... I just have to say about my past actions.... that.... I just... am.... Gonen'nasai...(I'm sorry).." He said. "Nan'notameni?(For what?)" I Asked. "For.. Betraying you a long time ago. You don't have to like me. Please.... just Forgive me..." He said. He looked down at his lap and sighed frustrated with nothing. "There's no point." I sighed. "No point in what?..." he asked, with an worried tone. "I've already forgiven you. There's no point in saying sorry if it happened more than an year ago." I sighed, reassuring as best to my ability. "... Since when?" He asked. "Ever since you participated to save me while I was being Tortured by Yamori. I saw you there, and I had already realized that you were deeply sorry." I said. Tsukiyama just looked more despaired. "Why do you look like that?" I asked. "Hm. Like what?" He asked. I only deadpanned at his question. "Well. Never mind." I said. "Well... Why haven't you recovered yet?.. Even when you were injured by the One-Eyed Owl, you healed in seconds as if nothing ever happened. And yet, why is Kize abled to harm you and you couldn't heal? Eto's damage was much worser than Kize's?...." Tsukiyama said to himself, stroking his chin in curiosity. I started to widen my eyes a bit. 'He's suspicious of my lack of healing.' I thought worriedly. "It was because I haven't ate in awhile." I stated. "Even if you didn't eat, or if you were starving, Judging from my observation, you would've healed in at least in less than a week. However, it's been weeks, and you still are unable to recover properly." Tsukiyama says once more. "Don't worry about it." I told him. "How could I possibly not worry?" He snapped. "..." His recent words made me silent. He finally came to his senses as he apologized. "Sorry... I hope you become well again." He said gently, getting up. "Je-....." He muttered. "What?" I asked. Before he could even repeat, The door opened. It revealed the Two other Demonic Gods or that other name. "I apologize If I am interrupting something. We just figured something out. Well more like learned it from our elder brother." Yori says. Takeshi was also besides her as well. "Well... I can always tell (Y/n) later." Tsukiyama states blankly as he passed between Yori and Takeshi, exciting the room. Once he left, Yori shut the door quickly and locked it. Takeshi snapped his fingers, as everything, the surrounding, around me, it turned dark, like pitch black watery paint spilling on an table, mixed with an tint of the depressing blue and the violent red. Covered the walls, floor, and ceiling. "What's... Going on??..." I asked. Yori then sat in the chair. Takeshi just stood. "Are you wondering why you haven't healed yet?" Yori asked. My eyes widened. But then I remembered. "Oh... yeah, You can read minds.." I remembered, sighing. "Are you curious of anything. Just ask me." Yori says. "Yes... I have multiple questions.. Like, firstly, why is the room black?" I asked. Yori looks at Takeshi as he shrugs. Then he came behind Yori, who was sitting in the chair. "This is just an layer of time. Per say, It's just that we have approximately an year in a second. So, if an second passed outside this wall of black, It'll feel like an year in here. This is just an ancient technique used by other Sakama Gods, this is called Dark Wall of Time." Takeshi explains. "Oh... Okay... Now. Why can't I heal?" I next asked. "Why was I so weak... Why... just why?" I asked. "Well... This'll be quite hard to explain..." Yori sighs, her expression truly making her look like an actual Goddess. "Thanks." She Said. 'Crap...' I deadpanned at my recent thought. "Well.. You couldn't beat Kize for two reasons, Number one, You're an half-ghoul, second, Your Kagune was originally Kize's.. But it's not the Kagune. Kize's Kakuhou, In which is the base of where the Kagune is produced, wasn't implanted into you, Just his organs. And his organs heal's, Making you half-ghoul. And a half-ghoul is barely considered an Human or ghoul. It doesn't have full access of the abilities of an Ghoul, and your body was "Former" human." She had explained. "Is that it?" I asked. "Of course not." Yori Said, as she looked at me directly stating 'there is more'. Now Takeshi was explaining. "Even though your an "half-ghoul", the reason you're "weak" was because you were facing your Kagune Donor, In which the Kagune, whether it's in someone else's body, will always react to attack itself, also the original owner. Because it wasn't your Kagune, only Kize is capable of defeating you rather than you defeating him.. Unfortunately you could've lost your Kagune that day." Takeshi stated, as his Gold eyes glinted Seriously, making me even more nervous. "He's right." Yori responded. "Kize damaged the back of your waist, which destroyed the Base of your Kakuhou." Yori's eyes glared into my waist, in which was looking at the center of my spine. "So... Are you stating that it damaged the Kakuhou part of my body... But that doesn't make sense. If Kize's Kakuhou wasn't transplanted in me... then how do I even have one??" I asked, even more confused. "Because of your organs. The main organs you had contained Kize's blood, And as you are already obviously aware of, that is an ghoul, and his blood in now "your" organs, That contained Ghoul RC cells. Which are also classified as muscles, but in liquid form. The RC cells multiples like regular cells. Those RC cells collected and gathered in one place, forming another organ, the Kakuhou. Which is why you have one." She said. I finally began to realized what she was saying. "Are there anymore reasons why I am weak?" I asked. Looked at Yori and Takeshi desperately awaiting answers. "Since.... Well.... You see, Kize he has an natural born Kakuja, which is the process of cannibalism for ghouls, absorbing and collecting RC cells. But that doesn't mean that you have an natural born Kakuja. You may had also ate other ghouls, but it was an incomplete Kakuja. Because Kize's is completed and yours isn't, he defeated you much easier." She seemed to be finished explaining. "Are you done?" I asked. "Yes. She is. Any other questions." Takeshi answered for Yori. "Did you get this information by yourself or was it provided?" I asked. "Damn. She really knows how to ask questions." Takeshi remarked. "It was provided by our elder brother." Yori continued, ignoring Takeshi's remark. "What's his name?" I asked. "Well, Should we really tell you?" Takeshi questioned. "Reiji." Yori answered anyway. "Hm?" I asked. "He's known as Reiji. He's our elder brother he's the one who understand concepts of power, energy, and has numbers over the charts of Googolplex of knowledge." She states. "Do you have anymore relatives?" I asked out of curiosity. "Multiple. Our family contains More than 30 relatives, that's for sure. We have 5 half-brothers, another 1 elder triplet brother, 7 eld wives, 5 husbands, more than 6 cousins, 8 long distant relatives, and 13 more extremely distance relatives that are powerful servants. So around, more than 50 relatives. Only 20 of them are main, which include small sums of the servants, one of the wives, cousin, our father, uncle, and etc." Takeshi Ended. "Okay... I just have one more question..." I stated. Yori and Takeshi stared at me, waiting for the question. "Why was I so weak?....." I asked. "We already explained." Takeshi sighs. "No!... I meant why was I emotionally and mentally weak?" I asked. "Ohh! You mean THAT. Yeah. There's only one reason." Takeshi chuckled, with somewhat an eerie tone that made me shivered mentally. "What is it?" I asked, wanting an answer. "It's simple really." Takeshi says, coming closer, looking at me as he said something unexpected,

"You're regaining your sanity." He states.

To Be Continued.....