What's To Come [Not Edited]

Chapter 12

^^My Shit For The Day^^

Amora P.O.V

"Welp miss Cornelius you and the baby are fine, but you do have to take it easy for the next few days. You also need to make an appointment to get the baby checked out and also get your vitamins for the pregnancy, but other then that your in good shape and can leave as some as your ready." Doctor Jones said as he packs away his tools and walking to the door, with Keyonna in toe

As I rubbing my stomach

I still cant believe I'm pregnant with Aidens baby I thought as I continue on with the slow strokes of my hand

In all honesty I'm a mess of emotions scared, happy, mad, anxious and more

But my most dominant emotion is fear

Fear of if I'm not going to be a good mother
Fear of the thought I'm going to let it down in the future
Fear that my baby would have the life I had

"Hey, hey, hey" Keyonna said wiping a tear off my cheek I didn't even know I let slip "What's wrong Mo, why are you crying," she asked in a soft voice

Shaking my head "it's nothing just sleepy," I said. She's not convinced

"Bitch you just came out of a 2 month coma, so What's. Wrong," she pushed

"Nothing,"

"Amora,"

I look at her "Your not going to let this go are you?" I asked

"Nope" she said popping the p

I sighed back looking down at my stomach "I-I'm scared Keyonna" I said as I feel more tears slip down my face. Jesus what's wrong with me I haven't cried like this in....well...never I guess. "Im scared of me being incapable of being a good mother, or that I might let it down or end up hurting it or giving it the childhood I had to go through," I expressed looking back up to see her face, and if I wasn't sad I would have probably laughed at the face she just made

Tilting her head to the side with a confused face

"Are dumb or just plan stupid, Amora you are the bestest person I'll ever know, you have proven so much about yourself that I think if you wrote all of your achievements in a note book you would need a third to finish, you are smart, you are beautiful, and you are compassionate....well when you wanna be," I chuckled "But seriously speaking you would make in excellent mother, you can cook, you can entertain, you can clean, and your quick on your toes, and you have soo much love in your heart that could fill an ocean and the anger that can tear a fucking building down. You'll be fine.... hell you basically raised me and look how I turned out." She said opening her arms wide

I just stare at her then burst out into a fake cry "Ahh I'm a faliure, my baby's going to become a nut!!" I cry out jokingly

She sucks her teeth " Man whatever, I'm a mu-fucking stargirl ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha look whatcha done hahahahahahahahah I'm a mu-fucking stargirl *clap* ha,"