It's been almost a week since i left home and rather choose to stay in this place. I'd never thought i'll be able to do all these things on my own. I can't believe i can do this without any of my parents single words bothering me in every minutes of my life that i used to.
Sa loob nang mahigit isang linggong pamamalagi dito'y tila andami nang nangyari sa buhay ko. I can atually feel that i'm totally free from everything at ngayon ko lang naramdaman na naging buo ang pagkatao ko since then. Maybe i'm all alone but i didn't feel such thing now coz i know inside of me, that this is all i really want from the day that i decided to choose this new journey of my life. I maybe regret things at the end but atleast i have prove to myself that i can stand on my own. I can be able to do great things according to my purpose and that's the biggest accomplishments i could ever be proud of.
I am glad that i have discovered different kinds of people, different lives, different places and all great things in life that i've never been knew all along.
This past few days were just too amazing. I had finished reading 5 books, disney movies still pretty cool and squidward is still a usual jerk. But speaking of jerk....well, i'm glad that i'd never seen that douche bag (Harry) so far. Sana nama'y maglaho na s'yang tuluyan sa lugar na'to. He's the only person that suck my whole world in here. Nakakasira sya ng araw actually!
Minsan ko lang ding nakita si Bella sa unit nya. She's always on the go na para bang busy lagi ang linya nya. Minsan pa nga'y inuumaga na sya kung dumating galing sang lupalop man sya nagpupunta, tapos aalis din agad pagkatapos magpalit ng outfit. Pag nagkita naman kami'y lagi syang nagmamadali kaya dipa talaga kami nagkakaroon ng time na mag-usap dalawa since the last conversation we had.
Ilang linggo nalang ang lilipas at magsisimula na ang enrollment sa CSU para sa darating na pasukan ngayong 1st semester. Isang buwan nalang ang bibilangin at mag-aaral na uli ako. I've never been so excited like this way before. Batid ko'y mas marami akong matutunan sa panibagong kursong kukunin ko. Walang mapaglagyan ang nararamdaman kong tuwa at excitement habang binibilang ang nalalabing araw na maging isang ganap na Psychology student na matagal ko nang inaasam asam na mangyari and now, it would really be happening.
Matapos ang malalim kong pag-iisip ay agad itong napukaw ng isang katok galing sa pinto ng aking sariling unit. Sinilip ko muna ito bago binuksan at agad na bumungad ang nuoy nakangiting si Bella.
" hi, there!" agad nyang bati sakin.
" ohh...hi, how are you? take a seat." i wave my hand and lead her the way through the couch.
" well, uhm ..i actually doing great. Besides, i was so much having fun!" she said while taking a seat across to mine.
" yeah, you obviously are." i smirk.
"..uhm, would you like something to drink?"
" sure, do you some beer over there?" she joked.
" oh, no..i'm sorry! i forgot to bought you some."
" perhaps, you could offer me some juice then."
" kay, i'll be right back here in a sec." pagkasabi'y agad din akong nagtungo sa kusina and get an orange juice inside the fridge. I make a two glasses for the both of us and some of cookies i've made a while ago.
I hand her the glass of juice and put the tray of cookies above the center table.
" your rooms looks great huh..it's pretty amazing, very unlikely before." she said while taking a bite of cookies and turned her eyes on the whole place of my unit.
" yeah, i just changed a lil bit colors on the walls and put some designs on it." i smiled. "..wait, have you said before? "
" uh, yeah! i've been here before. Well, Ellie's a good friend of mine though. Have you heard about her?"
" Yeah, the landlady's did mention her to me the last time."
" uhh, okay. You know what, you could make some designs to my walls sometimes." she teased.
" why not! been my pleasure though." i laughed.
" well, i'm looking up to that! " she giggles. "..uhm, how's you? how's your days going anyway?"
" i have a great day so far. Besides, i'm having a good time dating with Patrick too." i joked.
" really?!?" her mouth falls open. " i'd never thought, you're some sort of dating. Hindi halata sayong may boyfriend ka. I mean, you're just kinda tough girl, yunno."
Gusto kong humagalpak ng tawa dahil sa reaksyon nya. Iniisip nya talagang totoo ang sinabi ko. She didn't even have the idea that i was actually meant Patrick the Star of spongebob squarepants.
" well, you might just have to know him, one of these days." sabi ko habang pigil ang tawa.
" awee, naiinggit na tuloy ako sayo." she pout.
" why? don't tell me you don't have a boyfriend."
" you mean a serious one? c'mon, hindi na uso ang seryoso sa panahon ngayon noh! maybe out of that 100% mas mabuting may .1% pang natitirang seryoso. Kaya ikaw, wag mong ibuhos lahat ng pagmamahal mo sa isang lalaki dahil malay mo, pinaglalaruan ka lang nun. Kung baga, wag kang pumusta kung di ka rin naman sigurado. Wag kang tumaya kung alam mong matatalo ka lang sa bandang huli. That's how it goes, so be wise enough."
" PREACH! " i clapped and give her a big smile. " parang may pinanghuhugutan, ah!"
" yeah, sort of!" she laughed and i join her.
Natapos ang araw ko na puno ng kwentuhan at tawanan kasama si Bella. She's very funny. Kahit sa sandaling nakausap ko sya'y ang gaan gaan na ng loob ko sa kanya. I can tell she's really a nice person behind her dark image.
Maggagabi na nang bumalik sya sa kanyang sariling unit. Ang sabi nito'y may pupuntahan pa daw syang isang party ng kaibigan and she ended up inviting me to come over but i refused her. Well, aside sa hindi ko talaga hilig ang mga ganyang bagay, i found it a whole lot boring and i'm pretty sure, i will just suck in there.
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