FAME (H.S//1D TAG-LISH Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

(This is what Kendall's wearing)

"Here's your key, miss.."

"Tina, just call me Tina!" i smiled and grab the key from the woman that i bet she's around of forty and up. She has a dark blue eyes and a short blonde hair.

"Okay, Tina.. just call me out if there's anything more you want and i'd be here right away." she smiled back.

"Sure i will, Thank you!" pagkatapos maibigay sakin ng landlady ang susi ng aking magiging apartment ay agad ko na rin itong tinungo. Nasa ikalawang palapag ito kaya mas pinili kong maghagdan nalang kaysa sa mag elevator. Medyo may kataasan din ang hagdan kaya sapat na para sa daily routine exercise ko.

Masyadong masikip ang hallway patungo sa aking unit. Sa tantya ko'y isang metro lang ang lapad nito. Bawat kwarto ay may katapat ding kwarto. Ang sabi sa'kin ng landlady, occupied na daw lahat ng kwarto dito sa 2nd floor, maliban nalang sa'kin. Well actually, may nakatira na daw dito before, isa ring babae but she got left after 2 years of staying here kasi nag migrade daw ito patungong Canada.

After i turn on the door knob, agad kong nilibot ng tingin ang buong unit. Hindi ito kalakihan pero sapat na para sa isang tao. Fully furnished na ito. May tv, sofa, refrigerator, dining table at lahat ng kagamitan sa dining area except for the kitchen utensils. May sarili itong kwarto at bathroom sa loob nito.Parang studio type narin sya kung tingnan.

Maalaliwalas ang paligid nito but i'm planning to repaint the walls. I don't like the idea of this dark blue color. I want to make it more light. I guess, pearl white is much suit to this. I don't know why, but i do really like bright colors such as white. It's my obsession even before til now. From my room, bed, comforters, shirts, shoes and others stuffs were majority of white. I mean, who wouldn't like light colors anyway. It's peaceful in mind if everything around you is all white. It feels like heaven, though!

Matapos kong libutin ang sala at kusina'y agad ko naring pinasok ang maggiging kwarto ko. The whole part of the house that i actually like is my room. Maybe bcoz, dun ako naglalagi. Reading books, playing some sort of video games and making some weird random stuffs. I didn't went outside of my room unless i was called by my...

I suddenly stop by my thoughts. My mom! I can't believe that i was now far from her. I could feel the freedom inside of me, pero di ko parin maiwasang mag-alala sa mom ko.  I'd left the house without knowing her. I have planned all of this before dad against me on it. Hindi ko na talaga kaya ang pagmamanipulate sakin ni daddy. I'm too suck of it! Para akong isang ibon sa hawla na laging nakakulong at walang kalayaang lumipad sa sariling mga pakpak. He's been really over protective when it comes to me and i could understand that. Pero kung pati lahat ng kilos at galaw ko ay masid nya, God! nakakasakal na! Kulang nalang itali nya ako sa tagiliran nya para kahit san sya magpunta andun din ako. All of my life i didn't even tried to decide for myself, it's all him. And now, this is the right time that i should've let  myself to decide what's the best in me and to live life according to my will not HIM.

Alam kong hindi nila ako matutunton dito sa California, aside from it's pretty far from there, hindi rin nila aakalaing pupunta ako sa lugar na'to. I have no relatives or even family friends here.

Many thoughts filled my mind as i lay down my body under the softness of my new bed. I gazed up at the empty ceiling until my eyes grew heavy.

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It's past 7 in the evening when i got woke up. Hindi ko namalayang matagal tagal din pala ang pag-idlip ko. Gutom na ako and i badly want to cook something to eat but i remember, hindi pa pala ako nakapag grocery.

I took a quick shower before i get my way out of my apartment and head to town. I just rode a taxi through the nearest supermarket. Well, aside from hindi ako marunong mag drive, i don't even have no car at all. SAD, kasi pati yun ay ipinagbabawal din sakin ng parents ko. I have my own driver that always brought me  to school and back. So, they won't let me to drive with my own. Naiinggit nga sa iba na mas bata pa sa'kin at marubnong ng mag-drive at may sarili naring sasakyan. Kaya nga i have promise to myself that once i got a nice job, bibili talaga ako ng maggagarang sasakyan and drive all around the city hanggang sa magsawa ako.