The Soloist (BTS FIC) [Completed]

•Happy Birthday Jin!•

~Ciel's P.O.V.~

I started writing our Jin's Awake Lyrics it took me a while to decide if I really wanted to mess with that song but I am and I am not stopping now.

I started listening to his song for he 10th time then I went on listening to instrumentals of his song and thankfully I had files of Jin's voice without the music so I was able to recreate the song if I really wanted too but I didn't I used the same arrangements but added my vocals which I briefly rap in his song.

After I finished writing and such I checked the time it was already 6 in the morning meaning the boys were lazily getting up one by one but seeing their breakfast next to their beds they will be a while longer to really get the day started.

So I started recording my vocals for the parts I ended them for and the I started my rap mind you I am speaking Spanish and going to mix my Spanish with Jin's Korean tones and so it's sort of difficult but I had this down like nothing I just needed Yoongi to hurry up so he could help me place the vocals and rap in the right places of the song.

—TIMESKIP TO YOONGI'S ARRIVAL—

"Finally your here!" I hopped up and Yoongi sighed and waited for answers to why they were there in general.

"Look it's Jin's birthday and I want it to be special especially since he is like he Mama Bird of the group so I wanna surprise him but I need your help with his song Awake" he looked at me like I was crazy and I gave him my lyrics and he of course can't read Spanish but he knew I wasn't kidding and he sighed cutely "ok let's do this" he smiled softly and and I nodded and then we got to work!

(A/N: used for Awake I am not Awake I am WOKE BY THIS)

neoleul midneun ge aniya.
naneun danji jeohanghalyeogo nolyeoghagoissda.
naega mwol hal su issneunji,
igeo ya.
No te escapes,
porque estoy aquí para ti
geuleona simjieo si.
[pero aun así.]
déjame sostener tu mano para que ambos podamos ser libres.
Yeah, It's my truth.
It's your truth.
sangcheowa tabagsang il ppun-ida.
pero no tiene que ser así.
But it's my fate.
It's your fate,
I guess.
(It's not that I believe you,
I'm just trying to withstand. Because what I can do,
is only this.
Don't you run away,
because I am here for you.
But even so,
[But even so,]
Let me hold your hand so we both can be free.
Yeah it's my truth.
It's your truth.
It will only be cuts and bruises. [But it doesn't have to be.]
It's my fate.
It's your fate I guess.)

Yoongi seemed to be reading the Korean lyrics to what I was saying in Spanish and it seemed like he enjoyed my vocals they all did but I was more excited for him to hear my rap verse.

Aun así, quiero luchar contigo,
entonces no tienes que hacer esto solo.
tal vez tú, sí, puedes volar si lo intentaste,
y yo estaría allí para atraparte.
geogie geu kkoch-ipcheoleom,
nalgaeneun daleun geosdeulcheoleom bulganeunghabnida.
eojjeomyeon naneun haneul-eul manjil su eobsda.
hajiman geuleom-edo,
naneun nae son-eul pyeogo sipda.
[solo toma mi mano.]
naneun ttwigo sipda.
jogeumman deo.
[y te esperaré entonces.]
naneun-i eodum sog-eseo geodgo geodgoissda.
haengboghan sigan-eun naege mudneunda.
naega jeongmallo gwaenchanh eumyeon.
Oh no.
[Oh no.]
Respondió, no, tengo miedo por él.
Lo veo,
y él está agarrando seis flores en sus manos.
entonces lo veo caminando solo.
Oh no.
[Oh no.]
But it's your fate.
It's my fate.
(Even so,
I want to struggle with you,
so you don't have to do this alone.
Maybe you, yes, you can fly if you tried,
and I would be there to catch you.
Like those flower petals there.
Wings, like other things, or impossible.
Maybe I, I can't touch the sky.
But even so,
I want to stretch out my hand.
[Just take my hand.]
I want to try to run,
just a little more.
[And I will wait for you.]
I'm just walking and walking in this darkness.
The happy times, ask to me,
if I'm really all right.
Oh no.
[Oh no.]
He answered, no, I am so afraid for him.
I see him,
and he is clutching six flowers in his hands.
Then I see him walking alone.
Oh no.
[Oh no.]
But it's your fate.
It's my fate.)