𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄
۵The problem with my current predicament is that they never intended for me to be a part of it. The problem with me tagging along was that Dick didn't want me to in the first place. He was only trying to protect me but I wouldn't listen to reason. I shouldn't have gone and now I'm suffering the consequences and Dick is too afraid to come see me. Too afraid to really see how damaged I am now because of the mission.
I never meant to let him down. I never meant to let the team down. They all knew that I would not have handled it well but I was too hard headed to see that it was not something I should have pushed to attend. Especially after my dearest friend's death. After Failsafe. I was stupid to not listen. Incredibly ignorant.
I stared down at the metal that replaced my biceps, my forearms, my hands. My leg was gone, replaced with the same metal. I would not be able to shift again according to my own thoughts. The tears rose slower than usual. The heartbreak was more painful. I should have listened. Why didn't I listen?
Sucking in a breath, I clenched and unclenched my hands, watching as the metal squeaked against each other. There was no pain, no flesh to squeeze or fidget with. They were cold and hard.
I should have listened.
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FanfictionThere was one issue Adreen had with being a part of a team. She would have to look after more people other than herself and Artemis. She would also end up caring for more than one person which she did not want to go through. She had only lived with...