Save myself

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"And only scars remain"

Addison-

"So mum, I'll drop you off then Addison, oh uhh- where do you live Addie-son" he said adding the son slowly

"I live on bermont road, at the top of the hill" I spoke glancing up at him.

He nodded in agreement edging me and Anne to the car

I was kind of surprised, not knowing how to act, playing the strangers game.

I got in the back with Anne, mr styles was up front with Fionn. I dazed out the window for a couple of minutes.

"Goodbye mum, I'll talk to you later, love you." Mr styles said to Anne as she got out the car

"Take care honey and make sure Addison gets home safe or we will have problems." She spoke sternly walking towards a fairly large house

"Will do mum." He chuckled.

"Well Addison it's nice to see you again, what are you doing this late out? I dropped you off at home."

"Oh uh I needed to get a couple books for my history coursework." I mumbled still staring out the window

"Oh okay, well angel you could've asked me to take you to the library."

"I didn't want to bother you sir." I stuttered

We soon pulled up to the house I was thrown out of. I gulped.

"Thank you mr I'll message you later." I said getting out "Goodbye Fionn" I added.

I got out slowly walking up to the door, hoping the car would just pull away already. As soon as I got to the door the tears streamed down my face. I'm a 16 year old emotional wreck, I have nowhere to go, I can't afford to live by myself, my mother hates me and I'm failing school.

I heard a car door open and footsteps leading up to me, I wiped the tears from my face and turned towards the door, away from mr styles

"Is everything okay baby?" He asked in a concerning manor.

"Oh yes mr styles, I'm just tired- you can go now" I said still not facing him, more tears poured down my face.

"Are you su-"

"Yes mr styles- leave me alone I don't need you!" I spat, choking on my tears

"Oh god" he muttered under his breath

"Don't you ever- Ever talk to me like th- Addie? Baby what's wrong?" He spoke turning me around.

I leaned into his chest my hand around his torso, holding onto him tight.

"Addie baby, what's wrong, you can talk to me, let's go sit back in the car, somewhere more- 'private'" He spoke gesturing towards the car.

We both walked towards the car, he opened the door and I got him, wiping forming tears from my eyes.

"Please Addie I hate seeing you cry, you look so distressed, I'm here for you" He glanced down at me

"Uh- it's nothing sir, I'm okay"

"Addie you're not okay, you're clearly upset."

"If I tell you please don't make a big deal about it?" I pleaded

"I won't Addie"

"Promise me" I begged holding up my pinkie

He hooked his pinkie around mine "I promise" the words fell out of his mouth, I leaned forward and kissed his pinkie, to make sure the promise was padlocked

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