she's my manager || m.yg

[49] The Letter

" To 방탄소년단,

Annyeong, Suga imnida. I'll start this letter with a hello :)

I hope you still be a group, a family even if i die or disappear all of a sudden. Nanjan naman si Namjoon na composer kaya baka hindi niyo na rin ako kailanganin. Tapos meron naman jan si Taehyung at Jungkook na papalit sa rap ko. Hahaha. Okay, seryoso na. Huwag na huwag kayong magbabago, huwag na huwag niyong sisisihin ang sarili niyo sa pagkawala ko.

Namjoon, our most greatest leader. I'm always been thankful na nanjan ka lagi para sa mga bata. Bata lol. Same as Seokjin hyung. Salamat sa masasarap sa pagkain na laging nakahanda sa dorm pagdating ko galing trabaho. Jung Hoseok, manatili kang masayahin. Alagaan mo si Maecka at ang sarili mo. Okay lang na maging hindi okay, diba? Keep striving, keep dancing. Our Dance Leader. Park Jimin, alagaan mo si Janella at ang sarili mo. Huwag kang magpapalipas ng gutom, i want you to know that you improved so much since debut. And you don't have to worry about your vocals. It's perfect. Yah Kim Taehyung. Take care of Janella for me, too. I'll leave it all to you. I want to say sorry because hyung became so selfish, and i love you. Jeon Jungkook. Maknae-ah. Don't cry when hyung's gone. Arasseo? Find a new lamb skewer buddy. Better than me. Okay?

Bangtan, always remember. Nandito lang ako sa tabi niyo. I don't regret any of my decisions.

Maraming salamat sa pagti-tyaga niyo saakin, pagi-intindi, pagpapakain lol. Salamat sa lahat. And I'm sorry for being too cold. I'm sorry for not being open. I just don't want you guys to get involved in any troubles. I know this letter isn't enough but I'm tired writing already. Saranghae, Bangtan. Long live, Bangtan Sonyeondan!

I'll end this letter with a goodbye.

Until we meet again, goodbye.

Sincerely,
Min Yoongi
[signed]"

"To my dearest Janella,

Annyeong. Alam mo bang mahal na mahal kita?

When i started writing this letter i actually thought of our first encounter. You asked me where your brother is. HAHAHA. And when i first saw you after how many years, i was still stunned. Remember when manager hyung introduced you to me, to us. I was stunned, really. Hindi lang naman yun. Everytime you pass by me, i always get stunned. Lahat ng ginagawa mo naaamaze ako. No wonder I'm so in love with you.

Please, take care of yourself. Don't blame yourself because it was my choice to risk my life for you. I want you to be safe, and be happy. I want to give you everything but unfortunately i can't, now. I'm sorry. But I'll always be by your side. Hindi mo man ako makita, nandito pa rin ako sa tabi mo. I love you, remember that.

I always love you, and i would not regret even once in my life that I've risked my life for you. I hope it's worth it.

See you soon? Jagiya : )

Love,
Min Suga
[signed]"

"OH MY GOSH HYUNG ANG KORNI HAYUP!" humagalpak ang lahat ng tawa maliban sa nakahigang si ako, at tahimik na nagsusulat sa notebook. I'm alive. It's a miracle I'm alive.

"Eh nasaan na ba si Janella?" tanong ni Seokjin. Napatingin ako kay Jimin.

"She went home when the ventilator machine said toot toot. She can't handle it" saad nito. Tumango ako.

"Eh bakit hindi niyo sinabing buhay ako. Mga gago" saad ko. Akmang tatanggalin ko yung IV sa braso ko pero tinutukan ako ng party popper ni Hoseok.

"Sige tanggalin mo yan, ipuputok ko toh diretso utak mo, hyung" Napailing nalang ako at humiga.

But i miss Her.

"Hyung, ipapakasal na kita sa kanya. Sumumpa ako nung tulog ka." saad ni Jimin.

"Pakyu"

"MGA UGOK MAY PLANO AKO! PUAHAHAHAHA"

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so probably, i won't let Yoongi die. This is a series, man. Tell me who in Bangtan do you want next : )

last chapter na yung susunod HAHAHAHAHAHA kayo na bahala humusga. i love you all. just a simple warning. maybe, i can't satisfy you with the ending. anyways, we ranked at #675 duuuudes thank you so much. happy reading!

-Rie