she's my manager || m.yg

[46] Realizations

Janella's POV

"Janella?" narinig ko ang pagsara ng pinto at naramdaman kong papalapit saakin si Maecka.

"I can't believe it" saad ko.

"Yoongi, he's the one." bumangon ako sa pagkakahiga ko at hinarap siya.

"He's the one who's been appearing in my dreams. In my memories. He's my forgotten past." saad ko ulit.

"Can you believe it? At alam ng Buong Bangtan yun. Parang pinagmukha nila akong tanga. I get it"

"I get it why Yoongi was so stunned when i entered the practice room and manager oppa introduced me as their temporary manager. I get it why i find him so familiar. I get it why he has been ignoring me since day one. I get it why he was blaming himself in his dreams when Taehyung and i went out to eat at midnight, becuase he doesn't want to repeat the mistakes he did few years ago. I get it why he lets me borrow those precious things that his EX GIRLFRIEND gave. Because I am the one who gave those things to him." napaisip ako.

How can i be so dense?

"Ako yung sinasabi ni Taehyung na girlfriend ni Yoongi na nagka-amnesia. Ako yung nagbigay sa kanya ng neck pillow at ng bola na iniingat ingatan niya. Ako yung sinabi niyang mahal na mahal niya"

Hindi ko namalayang pumatak ang nga luha ko sa pinagsasabi ko. I can remember now. I can remember everything clearly now.

"Nakaka alala ka na?" gulat na napatingin ako kay Maecka. She knows?

"Alam mo?" gulat din siya sa tinanong ko.

"Wait, let me explain. He was so down that time. He was even planning on quiting the group when you were in coma. But Jimin stopped him and told him to make it as a motivation. The love songs he's been writing, it's all for you. Habang sinusulat niya iyon ikaw ang nasa isip niya. He was so depressed but he continued his passion on music because Jimin scared him that you are going to get mad at him when you find out that you were the reason why he quits. Janella---"

"So you knew?" hindi ko pinakinggan ang sinabi niya at pinutol ang mga salita niya. Unti unti siyang tumango.

"THIS IS THE WORSE CHRISTMAS EVER HOW DARE YOU GUYS?" tahimik lang siya. Habang umiiyak ako. Tinawagan ko si Manager Oppa.

[Merry---]

"Oppa, I'll not continue the three month agreement. I need to go back to Busan as soon as possible, ngayon" saad ko.

[Hah? Biglaan? O sige maligayang pasko nalang Janella] pinatay ko ang linya at kinuha ang wallet ko.

"JANELLA SAAN KA PUPUNTA?!" sigaw ni Maecka. Pero dumeretso lang ako at kinuha ang mga susi ng kotse nila. Itigango ko iyon sa may paso sa harap ng pinto. Alam kong susundan nila ako. Pumara ako ng Taxi.

"Saan po ma'am?"

"Train station" maikling sagot ko.

Binuksan ko ang wallet ko at kinuha ang picture na nakatago sa lalagyanan ng mga card ko. Punit siya, at picture ko lang yung nandoon. Now i know kung sino ang kasama ko dito. Si Yoongi. Our last picture. Our last date.