The Brokenhearted Diaries

PROLOGUE

February XX 2014

She tried to drown her sadness and pain with her tears but still it won't go away

What should be the reason why she's feeling this way...?

Is this some kind of a curse? Because every time she tries to turn over a new leaf there would be a situation that would drag her down back to zero

What is it that she has to do to forget this sadness and to forget the feeling that she's feeling inside? She can't even feel a thing anymore what is this? Right at this very moment she is still crying...

Tears are welling up in her eyes...

Why?

Why?

Why?

That's the question that keeps repeating on her mind why does she have to feel this way?

And the worst part of it all the guy who caused her pain don't even care at all and doesn't even make a move to try and clear things up

Why does she have to feel awkward when she sees them both?

why does she have to see the girl he's loving now?

What's going to happen now?

Everything just seems so confusing?

Everything feels like the world is spinning around her...

She just wants to escape and run away

Maybe start a new life somewhere but somehow the circumstances can't even let her do that

She feels alone and after all this time she thought that the feelings that she has for that guy was already gone but as the time passes by her heart feels numb and empty because she don't know how to react when she sees them she can't even look at him in the eye

Because every time she looks at him in the eye everything goes back...

Those silly memories those little things that made her smile and made her heart beat faster

Everything goes back and right now she just don't know how to handle this misery

Why does it have to happen that her dreams of being with that guy would shatter in just a matter of seconds?

She wants to be stronger

She wants to be more courageous

She don't want to be the girl that she used to be anymore

She does not want to over think at all

She doesn't even want to think about them at all

But all she did in the corner was cry

When will be the time that she would feel that she's the prettiest and that she's the one chosen?

Because at this point in time she didn't feel pretty at all

She felt left out and all alone....