121: Bother

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'How are you? How's your day going?'

It could be better.

'How's your life been? What new in you life?'

Its been pretty shit.

I've been fighting. I'm fighting away all my tears.
I'm so scared of rejection so I stay inside all day.
I don't communicate because I'm afraid my heart's going to get broken once again.
I'll say sorry over and over again for shit that I didn't do and things that I don't need to apologise for.

I don't want attention I swear.
But I can't keep holding my feelings in.
That's why I made this book.

I want people to think I'm fine so that they stop bothering me.

'Yeah I'm fine. Nothing new.'

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