never say never

•The Truth•

Finn's POV
I just stormed out of the canteen. What are they not telling me? What is she not telling me? Is she cheating on me? No she would never do that. I'm going to believe anything at this point.

"FINN!" Millie shouts after me in the car park. I need to think

"Finn!" She shouts running up to me. She looked beautiful but I can't let that distract me

"What?" I ask more harsh than I intended, she looked a bit taken aback

"What Millie?" I ask calmer

"Remember when I was at the swimming pool and I told you I had to tell you something?!" She asks

"Yes, then you just walked away." I huff.

"Well I'm going to tell you what I should of told you this morning." She grabs my wrist stopping me right in front of my mustang.

"What's so important I can't know and everybody else can Millie?" I ask kind of angry

"I'm moving away ok, I'm fucking moving to New York! Happy now?" She says almost crying

My heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest and has been used as a stomping ground for 100 billion people, my stomach feels like nothingness and my legs feel like they are about to go numb.

"W-what?" I ask in a broken voice

"I'm moving away." She mutters letting a tear roll down her cheek.

"Let's go somewhere more private to uh talk a-about this." I whisper my voice trembling

"Where?" She asks

"The waterfall." I mutter getting in my car, her getting in the other side

At the waterfall

The ride was very quiet, you could hear a pin drop, it wasn't our usual comfortable silence it was actually very uncomfortable.

We got to the spot we usually sit by the waterfall but I just start pacing because I'm stressed and sad

"Finn calm down." She says letting a tear roll down her cheek.

"Calm down? Millie you're moving away! The girl I love is moving away!Im not going to calm down!" I say walking over to her

"Finn..." she gets cut off

"Millie I'm sorry for being angry I'm not angry at you I'm fucking angry at the world for letting this shit happen." I says calmly," I can't lose you! I love you too much." I say wrapping my arms around her, crying into her neck," why didn't you tell me?" I ask looking up

"I didn't tell you because I was scared how you would react. I was so scared that the time left I had with you would be dull and sad. I really didn't want it to be like that." She says crying a bit.

"It's ok, it's ok we can do long distance." I say with a bit of hope but she gets up and goes right beside the waterfall.

"You know long distance never works." She mutters sadly

"We'll make it work." I grab her hands

"Finn you know it won't work." She let's go of my hand

"So what are we breaking up?" I ask my heart pounding

"When I leave Finn you're gonna find yourself the most beautiful, loveliest girl ever, and you're gonna fall in love. do that for me. Be happy. Don't keep thinking about me." She says putting her hand on my chest

"But you Millie brown are the most beautiful, loveliest girl on the planet and I love you." I say kissing her, she was shocked but then melted into the kiss.

"But I'm never gonna see you again Finn." She says. When she said never it felt like my heart dropped down to my stomach

"Never say never." I mutter

"What?" She asks confused

"I said never say never. I will see you again Millie after you move away." I say hopeful

"That saying is bullshit." She bitterly says

"When do you move?" I ask holding her hands

"End of next week." Wow I have no time left with her.

"Finn I can't hold you back in life. When I'm away live your life." She puts her hand on my cheek

"But-but-" I try to reason

"No buts Finn." She smiles

"Are you breaking up with me?" I ask sad

"Does it look like I want to? Trust me I would rather stay here and be in love with you than move to the city that never sleeps." She says sitting down

"Listen we don't have to break up now we can part ways when you leave." I reason

"Would it be easier though? I mean if we broke up now would that be easier?" She asks

"You can't just make love disappear with the snap of a finger, I don't think love ever disappears it just gets weaker." I say pulling her towards me

"I don't know what I'm gonna do without you." She says really close to my face

"I don't think I could live without you mills." I reply looking at her lips then back to her. I lean in slowly and she does the same, we connect our lips slowly but getting rougher, she puts her hands through my hair.

"Jump." I say in between kisses, she obeys and I grab her by the waist and she wraps her legs around my body, she tugs my hair making me be rougher. I disconnect or lips and kiss her neck softly making her moan.

"Fuck everything else, I love you." I say setting her down

"I love you too finnie." She blushes

Wow shes actually moving away. What am I going to do without her?