never say never

•holding your breath•

Millie's POV
Finn told me he loved  me and guess what? I told him how I truly felt the same exact feeling for him.

I fall asleep thinking about the wonderful day I had with Finn. How I told him I loved him. It felt like a weight lifted off my chest to finally get my emotion about him out but there is still a huge weight on my chest, the fact I'm moving away soon... soon like really soon.

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Uhhhh. I wake up to the sound of my horrid alarm waking me up to go to school.

What should I wear? I think I'm going to wear black leather leggings with a tight black tank top and my black leather jacket. I leave my brown hair down, just reaching my shoulders loosely. I put on my make up and black sunglasses and I looked pretty good.

Everything was perfect not even the fact it was a Monday morning could weigh me down, the only thing that weighed me down was that I was moving away for good. I plan to tell the boys today but not Finn. Definitely not Finn.

I get in my car and drive to school. Bopping along to my tunes, tapping the steering wheel with every thump in the music until I arrive to the hell hole.

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"So Millie why did you summon us to the car park on this fine day?" Gaten asks interested. I asked all of them to meet me at my car out in the car park to tell them.

"Did maddie, grace or Sadie say anything to you all?" I ask taking of my sunglasses. They all shake their heads no

"Well guys I have some news." I look down

"Good or bad?" Caleb asks curiously

"Oh my god your pregnant aren't you?" Noah asks

"What! No what the fuck." I shout making them laugh

"Guys it's bad news." I mutter

"Well what is it mills? You're acting like it's the last time you'll see us." Gaten tilts his head

"I'm moving away to New York." I sigh automatically getting hugged by all three of them.

"This can't be happening." Noah whispers distressed

"Wait why isn't Finn here?" Caleb raises his eyebrow

"See that's the thing you can't tell him." I whisper yell

"Why?" All three of them ask

"Because if you tell him the limited time I have left with him will be so dull." I respond

"True so I guess we shouldn't tell him." Noah adds

"Shouldn't tell him what?" Finn asks coming behind me, grabbing my waist, resting his head on my shoulder

"It's this thing with caleb's friend uhh Jack!" I come up with.

"Ok." He says trailing off the 'K' part

The bell rings signalling school is starting.

"I guess we should all get to class." I mutter walking away.

"You're not getting away that easily with me mills." He grabs my hand

"What finnie?" I ask teasingly

"I love you mills." He whispered kissing my cheek making my heart flutter everywhere.

I won't be able to hear him say that ever again after the next couple weeks. I won't be able to say to him that I love him too

"Not even an I love you back?" He asks fake sad

"Finnie I love you too." I say closing the gap between us.