Waiting For the Magician

Chapter 7 - Picking Up The Pieces

♫ Do you think of her

When you're with me?

Repeat the memories you made together

Who's face do you see?

Do you wish I was a bit more like her?

Am I too loud? I'll play the clown to cover up all these doubts ♫

Alam niyo yung feeling na parang magisa ka lang habang yung kasama mo, napakatahimik yung mga sagot isang word or dalawa lang. Tas makikita mo pa siyang ngumingiti.

Napuntahan na ba nila to ni Alyssa?  Ang sakit rin pala talaga pero inihando ko yung sarili ko, I’m the girlfriend right now, ako ang pinili niya diba?

♫Perfect Heart, she's Flawless

She's the all, the one with shining in her spendlor

You were lost

Now she's gone

And I'm picking up the pieces

I want to cry

But you don't see that I'm the one by your side

Cause she's gone

In her shadow is it me you see?

Cause all that's left is you and I

And I'm picking up the pieces

She left behind ♫

“James punta tayo sa arcade?” pagaaya ko sa kanya, I need to make this work. I have to.

Umuo lang siya at nagpunta na kami, pumunta kami sa may crane at I swiped my card “Ako na ano ba yung gusto mo diyan?” he asked me.

Napasmile naman ako “Yung pink na bunny.” Sabi ko.

Kaya ko to. Ako ang kasama niya wala na si Alyssa. She’s gone.

Nakuha ni James yung bunny at naglakad na kami ulit at nag lunch na din kami, medyo naguusap na ulit kami, kwentuhan pero I make sure na walang Alyssa na mabanggit dahil baka masira yung araw.

Masaya ka ba James? Sana naman kahit papano masaya ka. Mga hapon na at naglalakad lang talaga kami sa park at nagkukwentuhan lang, nakikita ko naman na nagliligthen up na siya at naeenjoy na niya, nagbibiro pa nga siya eh.

“Para kang SARANGGOLA” tanong niya.

Napasmile naman ako. Eto kami nakaupo sa isang bench dito at kumakain ng ice cream

“Bakit?”

” Kasi kahit lumayo ka pa.. Hinding-hindi kita BIBITAWAN.” Napatigil ako sa pagkain ng ice cream ko at tumingin ako sa kanya nagsmile lang siya sa akin.

Hindi ko alam pero sana ako yung sinabihan niya talaga na hindi niya bibitwan na hindi para kay Alyssa yung banat na yun.

♫ I found her photograph

Behind the TV

You looked so happy, are you missing the way it used

be?

But now have changed this room around more often lately

It's clear that we and this four walls

Still know is puzzle and glow

Perfect Heart, she's Flawless

She's the all, the one with shining in her spendlor

You were lost

Now she's gone

And I'm picking up the pieces

I want to cry

But you don't see that I'm the one by your side

Cause she's gone

In her shadow is it me you see?

Cause all that's left is you and I

And I'm picking up the pieces

She left behind ♫

“Toothpaste ka ba?” tanong pa niya.

“Bakit?”

“Kasi HAPEE ako kapag nakikita kong CLOSE-UP yung UNIQUE mong smile” sabi niya. Hinawakan niya yung kamay ko “Mary gagawin ko yung lahat para wag mawala yung ngiti diyan sa labi mo.” He said at ngumiti siya

Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya, tama James make them realize that they’re wrong na kaya mo akong mahalin na kayang mong makalimot.

♫ Are we liars?

In denial

Are we smoke without the fire?

Tell me please, is this worth it?

I deserve it

Cause she's gone

And I'm picking up the pieces

I want to cry

But you don't see that I'm the one by your side

Cause she's gone

In her shadow is it me you see?

Cause all that's left is you and I

And I'm picking up the pieces

She left behind ♫

Alam ko mahirap mag move on, mahirap talaga pero andito ako para tulungan ka, aayusin ko yung nasira, I’ll bring back the pieces of your heart kahit unti untin pa, kahit matagal ok lang basta mahalin mo lang din ako.

Hindi ko na muna hihilingin na makalimutan mo siya, dahil alam kong napaka-imposible na makalimutan mo siya ng basta basta, basta nasa tabi lang kita at hindi mo ako iiwan ok lang.

Kahit galit sa akin si Gabriel at Love dahil nagpapakatanga ako ok lang mahal kita eh.

“Thank you James.” Sabi ko

Sumandal siya sa akin “Sana ganito nalang tayo no? Napaka-peaceful.” Sabi niya at pumikit siya.

I looked up napaka-peaceful nga, then I noticed him brushed something from his face, a tear?

Bakit ka umiiyak James?

“James?”

“Hmm…”

“Don’t leave me.”

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Sorry kung hindi siya yung ineexpect niyong lahat, hindi ko kasi talaga feel tong chapter na to eh. Una sa lahat mag pagka-bias ako sa characters at love teams kaya ganun, at isa pa nagmamadali ako dahil baka hindi ko matupad na magupdate sa July 17. Kaya ngayon nalang July 10 haha.

Magkakabati pa kaya si Mary at Gabriel at Love? Hindi nga kaya siya iiwanan ni James? Play ung back ground music wala lang cute kasi yang kantang yan at that song reminds me of Mary and James’ love  story. Updated: July 10, 2012. Happy birthday.