Toxic Love

Ch.11 Lost

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Anastasia POV

The gun shot went off.....

I jumped infront of him. Not letting the bullet hit him.

I remember the bullet getting into my body. Then I blacked out.

Lucas pov

It was like a blink.

A gun shot went off.

And the next thing you know, she's on the floor.
I picked her up, screaming code red.

Which means someone is hurt.

We all rushed into the car.

I got into the driver's seet. Speeding off.

I can't lose her again. I just got her back.

I'm so stupid, so stupid. I wanted to protect her, I did the opposite.

I wanted to love her, I did the opposite.

All I am is pain to her.

We got to the hospital.

It is our hospital. Since we can't go to a real hospital. They'll ask questions....

"QUICK SOMEONE HELP, EMERGENCY GUYS, HELP, HELP, SHE WAS SHOT, SHE IS LOSING A LOT OF BLOOD" I am screaming, tears streaming down my face.

I'm having a break down, not even a single tear has crossed my eyes in the past 7 years.

I'm losing my mind.

What if I lose her?

What will I do then?

I'm so stupid, how could I say stuff like that to her?

I was running in the small hospital, with her almost lifeless body in my hands.

Looking down at her, my heart aches.

The doctors came and took her from Me.

They got into the emergency room.

I sat in front of the surgery room, with my head in my hands.

All I wanted to do was protect her.

I should have loved her, I should have taken care of her.

I let her cry because of me, right after I took her innocence.

I watched her, on top of the hotel, crying her heart out, it broke me, but it was for the best.

I don't know how to love, I don't know what love is.

Getting attached to her will only break her more.

After she cried, she suddenly stopped.

I saw it, I saw the way she turned off her emotions.

I saw the way her eyes turned cold.

When she came to the warehouse. She said 'I'm back' I know she meant it in a way, she is back into her old self, the self that didn't let anyone in.

I was satisfied, the further we are from each other the better.

But I am a mafia, I don't have emotions, why am I attached to her?