Toxic Drink

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You keep consuming that toxic drink,
So much, you can't even think.
Ever since I was young, it never came to a stop.
Even when you ended up in the hospital, it didn't top.
Even though you probably remember what it did to you,
To us, I still remember the purple blue hue.

The markings on our skin,
Collapsed next to a bottle of gin,
Apologies the other night,
Getting ready for another fight.
You say you care, but you don't act like it.
Go ahead, and throw another fit
The drink makes you act like child.
That drink makes you go terrfingly wild.

It's not fun,
The need to have to run,
"It's not okay,"
You even admit to say.
Then why don't you do anything about it?
You're so obviously addicted.
You have a problem yet to be solved.
Yet you hate it when they get involved.
Do you really want to end up in the hospital again?
Guess you don't remember what happened back then.

That toxic drink caused bruises and pain.
That toxic drink caused our faces to rain.
That toixc drink did so many things to us.
That toxic drink made me wanna run in front of a bus.
That toxic drink caused your family sorrow,
But have fun with your hangover tomorrow.

Blast your loud sound,
Just don't do it near my ground.
Make me lose even more sleep.
All these memories, I will keep,
But know what you're doing does hurt.
Go ahead and make me feel like dirt.
Spew your insults out at me.
Cover me in brusies for people to see.

I hope you soon see your demonic ways,
I don't want to remember the past days.
Those memories make my heart sink,
Please stop drinking that toxic drink.

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