Stupid

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I hate this stupid feeling I get when I'm around you.
I love it at the same time.

That's why this is stupid.

I hate your stupid perfect smile.
It lights up the room,
Like clouds that finally decide to move out of the sun's way,
On a cloudy, gloomy day.
That smile,
Your smile,
Makes my heart skip a mile.
I don't like that.
Get that stupid fluttery feeling out of my chest.

I love this feeling at the same time...
That's why this is stupid.

Your eyes are no help.
I swear I could stare at them all day,
Which I already do, but that's stupid to admit.
Your eyes are a deep brown,
I can swear they're almost green.
They're like wet, mud puddles after the clouds decided to cry.
Tiny little green plants are popping out of the mud.
That's what your eyes remind me of.
There's more behind your eyes.
Sometimes they show pain and sorrow,
Sometimes they show a hopeful tomorrow.
Your warm eyes always show they care,
It just isn't fair.
They're just your eyes.
So, why are they so attractive?
Why do they have so much meaning behind them?

That's why this is stupid.

You're the stupid type of smart.
I love that you are, though.

That doesn't make sense.
That's why this is stupid.

Your stupidness always brings a smile to my face.
You laugh at your stupid mistakes.
Your laugh reminds me of raindrops.
Satisfying, beautiful, and relaxing.
Your laugh is contagious.
I don't like that.

I love it.

I love you.

Your personality is amazing.
You're always so nice to people,
Even those who don't deserve it.
You're just like a puppy.
You're always so concerned for me,
I love how much you care.
You always make me feel so happy,
I hope I make you feel happy too.
I just want you to be happy.

I want to see that stupid smile of yours everyday.
I want to see those beautiful, warm eyes of yours.
I want to touch your soft, messy hair.
I want to hold your stupid soft hand,
Take me to an imaginary land.

I love this stupid feeling I get when I'm around you.
I hate it at the same time.

That's why this is stupid,

But I am just that for falling for you.

💞Happy Valentines Day!💞

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