I hope he's alright
I drown in pain on an empty night
No lights in sight
A bed and a blade
On this lonely night
Cutting silence in the expanse of a room
The broken shell of a person
Sits idly on the floor
People asleep, and blankets all tangled
Will I again decide to have my arm mangled?
Hollowness and anxiety hovering in and over my body
It surrounds me completely but I can't do it quietly
As salty liquid covers a face
Red blotchiness, and muffled sniffles
Resound in the small space
Paranoia and plaguing thoughts of what ifs
Curled ball on a floor of a broken lioness
Caging fear, and overwhelming terror
Breaks down slowly
Dissipates completely into a numbing error
Everything stops abruptly
Throat constricted for no reason
The persons emotional state has changed subtly
As everything winds down
And the person stares blankly
The sore eyes that look at you, only resembles the frown
That deeply resides on a face, no longer
Patiently and not caringly waiting
Everything dull, nothing matters
The depression feeds on what's been given, saiting
At last, when the numbness completely takes over
Everything pales in comparison to what you give
So if you leave, what's the point for me to live?
A/N: It's been a while a lots happened and I need a little break from writing even though I wasn't really writing before. I need to recollect myself. I might think of something and write it down for later or I might post it, but it will be random so no promises if I do. Anyways, vote comment what you think. It's rough times once again so I'm not sure when I'll return with normal updates.
Until then.
~~RDP~~
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Living In The Mind's Cage
PoetryThe poems start inexperienced, I was younger then. As you read further it shows my growth as a person and my fallbacks. Maturing slowly through each one. It's my mental journey. These are poems are my outlet and help me with my issues when I can't d...
