※ Day 187 - Wish ※

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I wish I can,
I wish I might...
Be able to wish on a star tonight.
Star so beautiful and bright.


If only I can...
Wish that I'd be able to say...
Say how Happy I am,
But the opposite is what I'm feeling today.



I wish I can though...
Be as happy as you.
But all I am now is bluer than blue,
For it wasn't I, that's holding your hands,
Nor the one that has your heart...
For I am not the love of your life!



I wish I can...
Say that I'm happy that you're merry,
Living your life with somebody that wasn't me.


I wish I am,
As strong as I can be,
I wish I can...
Say that even if I'm hurting and my heart is breaking,
That I'm happy that you're happy,
Even though I'm hurting because it wasn't me.



Sadly though,
I haven't got the courage to say so.
I don't even have the strength to say anything,
The only thing I can do is to write what I'm feeling...
What my heart's screaming inside,
Even as my head goes from side to side,
Urging me not to do anything,
I can't refuse my hands as it does what I shouldn't be doing,
It obeys only though what my brain right now is thinking.



What my heart's screaming inside,Even as my head goes from side to side,Urging me not to do anything,I can't refuse my hands as it does what I shouldn't be doing,It obeys only though what my brain right now is thinking

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