※ Day 181 - Not mutual ※

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I woke up at 2:30,Can't go back to sleep,How can I do it?

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I woke up at 2:30,
Can't go back to sleep,
How can I do it?



Too many thoughts running inside my brain,
Like the fact that I'm over 30,
Many years seems to have slipped from my hands and went down the drain.



Perhaps I'm just in too deep,
My heart's skipping a beat.
His love's what I crave,
The one that my organ that pumps my blood wanted to have,
But I'm not the one that he loves,
For he has found the girl he has chosen to spend the rest of his life with,
The reason why he smiles while he breathes.


I wish it was me,
But it wasn't, sadly...
I'm not the one that destiny has prepared for him.



And here I am,
I'm all alone.
I can only look from afar,
as he walk beside her,
looking satisfied and proud.







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