Seventeen Manager

#14

author P.O.V.

"I don't know why he left but he's been gone for seven months
There's a tension in the air that's not so fun
Mom's been losing weight, I can tell she's not okay
I wonder if it's my fault he went away

I feel like I'm drowning
I feel like I'm broken
I've been ripped down the middle
I am ripped down the middle

My house is a war zone
My life is a battle
And I'm stuck in the middle
I am stuck in the middle

Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world to get back what we had
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?

I don't know why he left but I don't think he's coming back
Relationships don't come easy to me
I never learned how to love or how to stay when things get rough
How can you know something you've never seen?

I feel like a hurricane
My heart is breaking
It's been ripped down the middle
I am ripped down the middle

I feel like a lost cause
All I ever do is screw up
Ever since I was little I've been ripped down the middle

Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world to get back what we had
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?

I've spent my life trying to hide all of my weakness from everyone
I try so hard to play the part, cover all my scars
But it's never enough
No it's never enough

Whatever I did, I would take it all back
I'd circle the world for you Mom and Dad

Tell me what must I do to deserve your love
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way I'll ever be good enough?
Is there anything in this world that I could do?
Is there any way I'll ever be
Maybe I'm already
Good enough"

suara nyanyian manis yang penuh dengan kesedihan itu memenuhi ruangan produser mungil seventeen itu. kepala laki-laki itu berputar pertanyaan tentang siapa pemilik lagu itu namun tidak ada jawaban yang didapatnya dari kepala kecilnya.

"ah... rasanya aku bisa gila mencari penyanyi asli lagu itu" kesal woozi sambil mengacak-acak rambutnya frustasi.

diputarnya kembali lagu tanpa instrumen itu. hanya suara lembut, manis, namun terdengar sangat menyayat hati. seakan-akan sang penyanyi benar-benar mengalami semua yang ada liriknya itu. 

"woozi-ya.. suara siapa itu?" tanya hoshi yang tiba-tiba memasuki ruangan woozi tanpa mengetuk pintu. 

woozi yang terkejut sontak langsung mematikan rekaman yang terputar itu dan menatap salah satu teman sebayanya itu dengan sedikit kesal. 

"apa kamu lupa cara mengetuk pintu?" tanya woozi sambil menahan kekesalanya. 

hoshi hanya membalas dengan cengiran tanpa rasa bersalahnya.

"bukannya aku selalu begini?. biasanya juga kamu gak ke ganggu. oh iya , tadi suara siapa?. apa dia salah satu penyanyi luar?" sahut hoshi sambil duduk disalah satu kursi diruang itu.

"kalau kamu kesini cuma buat nanya hal gak penting, mending kamu keluar sekarang. aku sibuk" usir woozi pada hoshi.

woozi kembali memfokuskan diri pada komputernya. tidak sepenuhnya fokus. sejujurnya ia hanya membuka dan menutup file yang ada sambil berpura-pura sibuk untuk menghindari ke kepoan hoshi.