Tommorow my parents will be going to school.
I had to make a lie to protect my life from being ruined.I didn't lie for selfishness I lied because my mother won't understand
I can't make myself happy
I can't control my emotions
I'm not as hard working as her
I'm weak
Tired
Sad
Stressed
And very confused
I prayed tonight.Something I don't usually do since I forget about important things very quickly.All I can do now is hope.
I hope they don't know
I hope I stay
If I lose my last friends
I don't know what I'll do.
Nothing is getting better
And this will make everything fall down.
I may sound 'dramatic',but I know what will come for me.I've already lost half of my life.I don't wanna lose more.I know I deserve a punishment for all I've done but please.Forgive my sins all of them.
No one is bad enough to deserve punishment.They are actually the ones who needs love and help the most.
Again I know I soumd depressing and lame but this how I feel.I can't deal with shit anymore.I don't care what you think.I atleast know I'm trying to do something good
Have a nice day and I hope you'll life a long and full meaningful life.
Thank you
YOU ARE READING
It's my life
אקראיSo this is kinda my new diary.Although technically not.Cause one of my friends follow me and might read this.(Remember I'm watching you!)So nothing TOO personal will be written in here.Get to know me better by reading this!Ps.I will.answer.questions...
