I don't want help.Forget what I said that I want someone to help me.Nothing will help me and if they try it'll get worse and even more worse.Nothing will help beacause I've gone so far down this rabbit hole that nothing can get me out.There is no purpose for me left here I've lost my hope and I'm so confused.
I have a strange feeling.I don't feel like doing anything yet I want to entertain myself.Reading doesn't help.Drawing doesn't help.Sleeping doesn't help and writting doesn't either.I guess I'm just a little dull minded for a while though it won't last too long cause it happened before and went away after a little while.
That or I'm just depressed again.Like always...Like everyday.I just get mad if people assume my reasons for why I'm acting this way.It's no one and nothings fault.Not the stories I read.Not the people I play with.Nothing it the fault.Exept for my brain.My brain doesn't function like others and that leads to questionable actions.It's just normal don't worry about it I always do weird things.Like when I drink out of a ketchup bottle it just tastes good to me.So don't question me just ignore or get to understand me better...got it?Got it.
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RandomSo this is kinda my new diary.Although technically not.Cause one of my friends follow me and might read this.(Remember I'm watching you!)So nothing TOO personal will be written in here.Get to know me better by reading this!Ps.I will.answer.questions...
