*play the song above while reading this for more effects*
Your Pov:
I sit on the bed as I read the hate from the fans.
"Why do they hate me?" I ask myself
"She doesn't deserve Jonah"
"She's so ugly"
"Three years difference!!! Is Jonah crazy?"
"What a slut"
Every comment that I got on Instagram tore me. Small sobs escape my mouth
Hold onto me.
Cause I'm little unsteady
Little unsteady
"Maybe I'm not right for him" I tell myself
"Maybe I should leave"
Jonah as always told me to ignore the hate but somehow I can't seem too. It haunts my mind.
"Just kill yourself"
They are right. I should leave but I can't live without Jonah. I love him way to much .
I leave my phone on the bed and take out my suitcase. Its a good thing Jonah is on tour now. I take all my clothes and stuff in it. I zip the bag and decide to send Jonah a message.
"Hey Jonah. I'm so sorry for what I'm gonna do now. Hope you forgive me" I say and send the voicemail
I grab my suitcase and phone before walking out of the why don't we house. I lock the front door and get into my car. My vision is blur as I drive but I somehow reach the pharmacy.
"Give me a bottle of sleeping pills" I ask the druggist
He nods and hands me the bottle. I pay him the cash and leave.
Mama come here
Approach appear
Daddy I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home
I park the car at my apartment and rush into my house. I fling my phone the the bed and slouch myself on the bed.
"I'm so Sorry Jonah" I tell myself
"I'm sorry for leaving you"
I open the bottle and empty few of it in my hand. I'm hesitate to take it.
They hate you
You don't deserve him
All the hate rushes to my mind. I shut my eyes and throw it in my mouth. I walk into the kitchen and dispose the bottle. I take a bottle of water from the fridge and drink some water when I hear footsteps.
"Y/N"
Cause I'm little unsteady
I quickly wipe my eyes and turn around to see Jonah standing in front of me looking broken as ever.
"W-what are you doing here?" You ask in disbelief
"I came to surprise you when I got your message. What did you do?"
I couldn't hold it any longer. I fall to my knees as I burst into tears.
"Oh my baby" he gasps and rushes yo my side.
He wraps his arms around me and I cling onto him.
"I can't take it. I can't do this. They hate me . They hate us. I'm so sorry. I love you but I can't. I can't manage. Its too much. They are getting worse" I ramble as I cry.
Hold on
Hold onto me
Cause I'm little unsteady
"Baby baby stop" he hushes and grabs my face.
"Please ignore them. I love you. I don't care what they say. I need you. Please don't leave me" he pleads
"I love you but I can't"
I start to feel dizzy. The pills must be kicking in. My vision starts to blur.
"If you love me don't let go"
"I-I'm sorry" is the last thing I say before everything goes blank .
Jonah's POV:
"If you love me don't let go" I say desperately
I can't loose her. I need her. She is my everything .
"I-I'm sorry"
After those words leave her mouth her body goes numb.
"No no baby. What did you do?" I say as I shake her up
"Don't let go" I beg as I cry.
"If you love me don't let go"
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Okay who's crying now?
