Okay this couldnt get any worse, like serously... god. Time to just come clean to everyone, everything.... easier said then done... why does my life have to be so hard, what am I saying? there are kids fighting for there lives in hospitals, this is just a bump in the road to them.
"Babe, time to come clean... with everyone, and everything" Zayn said
"Everything?"
I took a moment, thinking of everything, everyone, what I have been hiding, keep secrets. Woah theres a lot! How did that much come up? Who knows, okay.
"oh god... where do I start? the scars? ya... scars, plural. It hurt.. All of them were stupid.. some fade, but the memory is still there. I'm sorry... I lied about that, it wasn't on time thing. My walks... I do walk.. to the day care normally... I kept that a secret because I know you guys dont want me working.. Today's the hospital, one of the kids was there, her mother went home to rest, so i took her out, that would explain why Harry though I was pregnant. I lied at the interveiw, to get everyone off the topic... It didn't work. What else? there has to be more.. oh.. being here.. I doubt it way to much, and if it makes you guys feel better... I stopped, no more scars, I wont go to the day care if you want, and I'll clear everything up at the next interveiw, and Blaine... Hes still a friend.. kinda turned on everyone..."
"Brena..." Harry said standing up
"this wont change anything... okay? We just no more about you know.. OKay we all still love you just as much as we did before any of this happened, like the first day you got here, the first day of school, the very first day" He whisered to me
"thank you. and guys... dont be surprised im my mood changes in the next couple days, and i mean changes changes, im going to bed, night"
God, i felt sooooo good getting all of that off my chest, but what Bethany said just kept playing and playing over and over in my head, I woke up the next morning at 5, went for a long run and came back at 7 with everyone up, and moving, watching tv and eating.
"hey guys" I said as i got a bottle of water
"hey baby" Zayn said kissing my head
"Have a nice run?"
"a perfect one"
"im glad"
"Listen... I have plans for all of us tonight... Just to tell you guys how much I love you... Me and the girls have been working on something... that I think we all want to share be at the beach at 7:30"
I went to go take a shower, and change, I got everything I needed for our plan, I grabbed Bethany and took her down to the beach at around 5 with the rest of the girls, this was also a surprise to Bethany, I owe that girl everything. The first thing i did when the boys came, was i brought Bethany over to them
"guys.. this is Bethany... Bethany, this is Zayn, Harry Liam, Niall, Louis, and these are my best friends Amy, and McKinley"
"hello, beautiful" Liam said picking her up
Once everyone greeted her, and they had time to talk, me and the girls had our things set up, we had the guys and bethany sit down, Bethany was sitting in Zayns lap, We played Up All Night, Bethanys favorite, and it just happened to go with our thing. With Up All Night playing me and the girls did a dance we came up with, that if i have to say isn't the easiest to do in sand, the next part was more for Bethany, Perfect. Me and the girls sang prefect,
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That’s alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss “no way it’s all good”
It didn’t slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I’m still around…
Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You are perfect to me
You’re so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you’ll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It’s enough
I’ve done all i can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you same
Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You are perfect to me
The world stares while i swallow the fear
The only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it’s a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they’re everywhere
They don’t like my genes, they don’t get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Yeah,
Ooh, oh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less then, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you’re nothing you are perfect, to me
You’re perfect
You’re perfect to me
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing you are perfect to me
Just as the last part we sang, fireworks went off, making it amazing. I was on my knees when we finished singing, infront of Bethany
"I want you to know that, you are perfect, in every single way, and even if I'm not by your hospital bed, or at the day care, I'm always thinking of you"
"I know miss brena, your perfect too"
"well, we should probably get you back, its getting late, ill be back tomorrow"
We went to take Bethany home, and then we all went back to the beach.
"you know what? you are the best girlfriend in the world, i dont care what you think, or what you do your perfect to me" Zayn said as he inched closer to me
"and your perfect to me"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
A/N Okay REALLY IMPORTANT! message me or comment if I should continue on or not, because I need to know if you guys will read it, or should I work on my other stories??? PLEASE PLEASE do that, I need to know.
YOU ARE READING
Crazy Thing Called Love{A One Direction Romance}
FanfictionMe and my Besties going to see our brothers who just happen to be one direction, Problems come into view While still making it the best summer of your teenage lives, a summer that we will truly never forget! ~Dedicated to Mckinley Dennison, and Amy...
