The bad Girl

chapter one ❤

My whole 17 years old I've had the perfect life anyone could want, a loving parents, two beautiful brothers even though they are annoying as hell, amazing house, friends that i would die for them and a place where my soul is alive ... Australia has been my home town since i was born.. my life is just so amazing.

I never actually believed those people who say that their life changed in a moment or a day, i don't know why ... i guess the fact that i believed it would never happen to me but i was wrong ... oh god how much i was wrong ...

It happened in the most beautiful day and just like a snap of my fingers everything shattered ...

Flashback
it was a another beautiful day dad has already left to work My mum stayed home today she was preparing for tonight it was The anniversary of their marriage she was excited about making the night perfect I left to school. the day went so fast after school I hung out with Derek and Mindy the I come back home mum was happier then the morning she kept asking me what dad will bring to her and if he will like her gift I laughed and told her that everything will be okay, mom and dad have this love that kept them together for 19 years easy to say but hard to spend, i sometimes envy them, literally even when they have arguments like any other couple they solve the problems together never getting bored with each other, they are just perfect ... their love is the kind of love i want
soon my dad arrived, it was 8:00 my twin brothers were with Grandpa out, the look on his face was weird I never saw that look, he went directly to his room without talking I looked at mom the look meant " what's happening " after 15 minutes he walked to the kitchen with a bag in his hand

"Dad what's happening, " I asked

"I'm leaving " he said cold

"What " mum said looking shocked

"What does that mean? where are you going" I said as I stood
up panic rushing through me

" I'll talk to the Lawyer he'll send you the Divorce papers" he said looking to her eyes so cold

What the hell

"Dad you must be kidding," I said hoping he is
Dad turned to me he put his bag in the ground then he said putting his hand's on my cheeks

" Darling I'm sorry , I thought I could Handel this life but I can't, I can't live with you guys anymore "

I felt my heart broke in me ...

I felt the tears falling down my face

" dad ... please , tell me this is one of your silly jokes " i said smiling eyes filled with tears , he looked at me with a pained look and immediately i let a sob

" Just tell me why , please " i said begging for the reason that shattered us and he simply stayed silent .

I feel like I'm going crazy , i feel like I'm mad , but it's just that I'm sad because I'm losing the best thing I've ever had ...

" How could you do that to us , how can you give up on us so easily how are we supposed to tell the. Boys huh " i yelled " that their amazing dad don't give a fuck about them and left "

Mum stayed silent all the time

" Darling .." He stepped closer

" stay away from me..." with pushing him away i said the words that completely ripped my heart out " i hate you ..."

"Get out of my house" mom said yelling

With a sad look, he's gone, just like that we didn't hear anything about him since that and after a month they get divorced mom was destroyed but she didn't show it, the boys too as for me I was more than destroyed after he left i just ... lost it , I used to be so close to dad we used to do a lot of stuff together he was like my best friend ...
after a month He kept calling but we didn't want to talk to him so he simply stopped... stopped