27: (Author's Note) Guys Im sorry

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I ended up cutting myself

not with a pipe cleaner, but with an actual razor

I ended up dragging my razor across my skin

and i kind of liked it

because the blood came out immediately and it was morbidly fascinating to watch

and

i don't know how i'll stop

i got curious because the pipe cleaner was hurting too much and it wouldn't bleed and i wanted to actually see blood

and i did the razor

and I'm scared that i'll do it again

im not even doing it very deep, i just dragged the razor quickly and it worked

i'm so sorry guys, i want to update, but i don't even know where to go with this book

im probably going on a hiatus for a while so reach me on instagram @folieisaworkofart

i'm so sorry guys

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