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Simons POV

I wait patiently for Josh as he text me telling me he wants to talk to me. I'm just hoping it was Josh and not J, you see Josh has multiple personality disorder. He does have three: Normal Josh, Angry Joshua and Flirty J. Joshua is scary when he comes out but he promised to never hurt me which he's lived up to, J was quite scary to start with and just kinda wanted to fuck me twenty-four seven but he's calmed down now we'll only a little. Then normal Josh the boy I fell in love with, he knows what he's personalities can do however sometimes he can't control it.

Bringing me out of my thoughts I hear someone come up behind me, I get pulled into a hug and lips press against my neck. "You look amazing today Baby Boy."
I sigh "Thank you J."
"You're welcome Gorgeous." He says as I spin around, I stroke his cheek
"Josh did want to speak to me."
He pouts "But I wanna have some fun."
"Maybe later, yeah?" I say running my hand through his hair,
He pulls me closer "Can I have a kiss?"
"Let me talk to Josh." I say softly,
He huffs so I kiss his cheek a small smile comes on his face, I see his eyes change "Hey Josh."
"Hey Si." He says "Oh I didn't realise we were this close."
"No worries it was J but he wasn't to bad today, although I kinda promised him 'fun'" I say,
"Oh Si you know he's rough."
"I know but maybe you'll change before he does anything and you can have the fun." I wink,
His face flushes "Don't tempt him."
"Also J isn't the one I call Daddy." I smirk, "So he can't come out."
He turns even redder and I giggle cupping his cheek as he sighs "I'm stressed."
"Why Joshy?" I ask concerned, he gestures for us to sit on his bed which I nod at. Once sat down he takes my hand "My videos aren't dong well again."
"Oh that reminds me!" I say,
"Huh?" He asks,
"I found a batch of puzzle games we could do for our second channels as the fans seem to enjoy them, also we could record some main channel videos we can ask on twitter."
"You're the best Si, but you know they're all just going to ask us to do the not my arms challenge again." He chuckles,
"We'll Do it! The Minizerk fans will go crazy because they know we're together so we can give them something in return for being so supportive." I giggle,
"Smart." Josh says,
"Right now I want snuggles." I say like a child,
"Adorable." He says pecking my lips as we crawl into bed
My hand stroke his bearded cheek and the other goes through his hair "Relax babe it's going to be okay."
"I know Baby Boy. I know." He sighs,
"Would you like anything?"
"You." J growls gripping my hips,
"Not now J, I'm trying to help Josh."
"But J wants to play." He smirks,
"Well Simon doesn't so stop." I sass,
"Feisty. I like it."
I roll my eyes and face away from him wanting Josh back, I feel his presence get closer and something poking at my bum. "You make so hard Si, painfully hard. Help me out."
"No!" I say,
"Oh come on Baby why not?"
I roll over and slap him, he holds his cheek "Oh so you like it rough."
I slap him again and his eyes change "Si why?!"
"I'm sorry Joshy, J was being needy."
"Oh Sorry Baby."
"No no it's fine." I say and kiss his cheek to soothe it "I'm really sorry." Noticing the hand mark forming, I gentle blow his face to cool it down and he sighs. I hop out of bed going to my mini fridge grabbing a Red Bull "Put this on your face it'll help."
He does so and winces but soon gets used to it "Did J get me fucking hard?!" He exclaims,
I nod "He was practically fantasising about me while I was next to him."
He rolls his eyes and I wriggle closer moving the red bull to see the mark going down, I tangle our legs putting my head in his neck. "I'm sorry again Joshy."
"It's all good Baby." He says cradling me,
I reach up cupping his face pressing a soft kiss to his lips "Love you."
"Love you too Baby Boy." He replies smiling happily, "Now I want to hold my boyfriend and watch Netflix."
"I'm up for that." I grin.
I sit with my head on his chest and his arm holding my shoulder.

After a little while when I feel myself start to fall asleep, Josh switches off my tv and rolls us over. His arms go round me and my bum rests on his thighs as he kisses my shoulder "Goodnight Bub."
I smile sleepily "Goodnight Love."
He continues to pepper my shoulder in kisses until I fall asleep to his gentleness.

Woken up to kisses and little whispers is the best, when my eyes flutter open I'm greeted with a happy Josh "Morning Beautiful."
"Morning you're in a good mood." I giggle,
"I am and it's all because of you."
"Why I haven't done anything?" I giggle again,
"Just waking up with you in my arms makes me happy."
"Aww." I blush as he pulls me close, my fingers run through his hair and he strokes my back "You up for some Minizerk videos?"
"Fuck yeah!" He laughs as do I and he pecks my lips. When I look at him his eyes look sad though he's smiling lovingly at me,
"What's wrong and don't say nothing because I can tell by your eyes?" I ask,
"You'll always be there for me right?"
I place my hand on his cheek "Of course I will, I'm not leaving you. Ever."
His eyes start to tear up, I pull him so his head's on my chest and my chin on his head "Hey, Hey it's okay Baby. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere." I say kissing his head,
He looks up at me "I'm sorry but J and Joshua were getting in my head last night and telling me things like you didn't love me, I know that's not true but it still effects you." He sobs,
"I wish we could get rid of them Joshy there ruining your life."
"I know." He nods sadly,
"Sit up." I state as he does, I climb into his lap and face him. I lean in and kiss his lips, cheeks, nose, forehead and the rest of his face. After each kiss I tell him "I love you". I go down his neck and shoulders, then I press one big kiss the where his heart is "I love you Josh so so much, I love you more than this fucking universe and nothing will change that." I grin wrapping my arms round his neck and burying my face in them,
"Thank you Baby Boy and I love you more than this universe too." He chuckles,
I giggle "We'll record later, I just want to cuddle you know to cheer you up."
"I like that idea." He smiles grabbing the duvet and wrapping us in it to keep us warm. These are the best days where I can just cuddle up to Josh and we don't have to worry about anything, he means everything to me and I'll do anything to keep him happy. "I love these days where we can just cuddle."
"I was thinking the same thing." He smiles holding me tight not wanting to let go, something I will never do.

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