young is a synonym for lost

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i'm waiting for something, i think.

smoke pushes against my skin

like a balloon rising above gray

clouds. but with that glazed eye,

i fear i'm losing my fear.

fear of failure, fear

of forgetting

the person i need

to be.

i need to be

good. i fear i am no good.

good.

...

may my smoke rings prove halos?

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