Blue Angel [Amberprice FF]

Fucking Leaver.

Monday wasn't really exciting, school was just school and Rachel and I spend the whole afternoon watching series. But the Tuesday started off quite interesting. And by that, I mean everyone ignoring me at school. What's up with these kiddos? And when they took a glimpse of me, they looked... sad? I saw Eliot though, looking at me kind of satisfied? What's wrong today? Hmpf. Just need to go through the school day, I should be able to manage that. Without Rachel being around it was even more boring than it is normally. 

Not even Steph was around, that's unusual. She once got into classes with a temperature. Must be something that hit her hard. I groaned. That's gonna be a nice school day. Irony off.

It was in the 4th lesson I've received a text from Eliot. Unfortunately, he got a new number so of course, he is able to text me. Not even blocking is helping, damn. The message read 'I'm sorry.' WHAT WAS GOING ON? 'For what?' I texted him back. Y'know what? Fuck it, I have enough of this school day. So I left. I'm really curious about this whole thing. I'll tell Rachel as soon as I get there.

So I stumped on my cigarette and drove off. Rachel gave me an emergency key for things like that, she was probably still sleeping. When she doesn't have plans for the day, she sleeps in 'til afternoon sometimes. I unlocked the door quietly. I thought I was maybe welcomed by Rose but she wasn't around. 

But to my surprise, it wasn't silent at all. I've heard voices coming from upstairs. As I got closer to the stairs that lead to Rachel's room, I noticed that this weren't noises at all. Please, don't let it be. But my assumption flipped to a fact with every step on the stair I took. 

I blasted her door open with tears streaming down my face already and so much anger and heartbreak on my face. "Oh, shit. Why are you here yet?" Rachel said shocked as Steph wrapped up in a blanket to cover herself. "I should have known better. Hope you fuck her good. Just fuck you." - "Chloe, please. Stay. Let me explain." Rachel said as I was turning around. "Why? So I can see you two fucking? I should have known that you'll break my heart, just like everybody else does. Fucking leaver. And Steph, it really wasn't a good plan to tell the whole school that you are going to fuck with her. That's why I received such pathetic faces today. You know what? Go to hell. Both of you. You can stick your explanation up your ass." and with that, I just threw the fucking key without caring where it'd drop and left. I was so damn frustrated. And where to go now? 

I decided to stop feeling for just some minutes. At least until I got home. It was Tuesday, so my mom wasn't working. 

I opened the door and was welcomed by my surprised mom. "Did you come by to pick up something? Rose and I h-" she stopped within seconds as I broke down. Crying. My mom got me up immediately and pulled me into a tight embrace. "What happened, honey?" - "S-She ch-ch-cheated," was all I could say while sobbing. "Oh honey, I'm so sorry. How did you find out?" - "I we-went to h-her a-and saw th-them." - "Oh my God. I never thought she'd do that to you." My mom hugged me until I stopped crying, at least a bit. "I'll drive to the junkyard, I need some silent place for me." - "Drive safe," my mom said when she saw me leaving

So here I sat. Sitting on the hood of a broken car. Feeling empty again. My emergency stash didn't help. I'm still feeling like shit. I'm high, yes, but it doesn't cover up the feelings at all. Why was I so blind? Everyone warned me and I just wouldn't hear. What did I do to fuck this up? 

I kicked the grass off the floor on my way to the shack. I punched the wall several times in frustration. I didn't mind the bleeding on my knuckles. And then I said to myself -

"It's time to become a wreck again."

A/N: 'sup folks. Sorry for breaking your hearts. Thanks to @Corwi2002 for translating this FF into Czech! Btw the pic above the chapter is my tattoo which I got yesterday. I don't know if you know but that's the broken butterfly from Max's diary at the nightmare sequence in Life Is Strange.