Dear sad diary

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May,*Month of my birthday, happy month birthday for me, claps claps. *  143/365 - others 

Why am i here?

Hey, I'm Depression. 

That's not my name, but that's a word that actually defines me now. Thats me.  Maybe you can only understand that if you feel the way i do, and if you do, I'm so sorry.

Well, about today. 

Why am i here? seriously

today i had a test. I wasn't even worried about it but about... ahh... there were so many people in that school i thought i would loose it. God, there is nothing worse than beeing alone surronded by people looking at you with a disgusting face. I hate it. I hate that i have to get out of my house to go somewhere. I hate crowded places. I hate people. I hate how this can make me shake my hands and get so anxious.

There were some handsome boys looking for the pretty girls. nothing more pathetic. well, actually i was there looking to the beautiful floor while i was walking. i guess that is more pathetic.

parties and boys for you,

-me

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