DIARY OF AN UNWANTED CHILD

Entry No. 14 | February 14

While we live, let us live.

—o0o—

Here I am, here where I remain.

Diary,

     There are times that no matter how you keep on saying, “I won't give up”, you will still end up being on the edge of giving up. Funny it is, parang nilunok mo lahat ng mga sinabi mo.

     Diary, my life is completely plain. It is like living without living at all. It feels like my life was taken by reality, at araw-araw parang isa ka na sa mga robot dahil sa mga routine mo na paulit-ulit.

Trabaho. Bahay. Hospital. Tulog.

And the cycle goes on.

Diary, I am tired. Gusto ko nang magpahinga. I think peacefulness can be felt when we are dead. I want to die.

Diary, this will be my last letter. I just wanted to say goodbye, but...