I want y'all to know that this is all happening over a time period . Not just over a couple days . It's been a couple months .
|| Liyah ||
Lani laid snuggled close to my chest holding on for her dear life .
My baby was uncomfortable , in pain and her breathing was hitching .
I had ordered oxygen for her that dr Ryan should be here to bring her any minute .
I'm scared asf , my heart feel funny but I'm thinking nothing but positive thoughts .
|| Deja ||
I put my key in and walked in .
I walked to Liyah room and closed my eyes at the sight .
Me - hi I said and Liyah head shot my way
Liyah - hi Deja her voice was dry and it was this look in her eye
Me - how is she ?
Liyah - I don't know Deja her voice cracked towards the end .
Lani grabbed onto her tighter whispering
Liyah - you ok baby ?
Lani nodded and Liyah eyes filled with tears . She took deep breathes to not cry .
I slowly walked towards the bed
Me - hey tete white baby
Lani said nothing , just closed her eyes tightly .
Me - everything's going to be fine . Any doctor call you back today ?
She shook her head no .
She have the money there just isn't no doctor willing to perform the surgery .
Lani - no . They said they c-can't s-s-save my ba-by she whispered
My heart broke as the door bell ranged
Lani - they here with oxygen she said with relief
Me - imma go let them in .
Nurses rushed in and hook Lani up to an oxygen machine .
Dr . Ryan was here to . He looked hurt as he talked to Liyah .
I just sat with them and comforted them both .
Liyah mean ass really changed since high school . Lani changed her for the better .
I know she'll be broken down to her last if something happens to Lani .
|| Liyah ||
I kissed my baby cheek and got up .
She been doing better since yesterday and I'm so happy . She's back laughing and playing .
See my baby always bouncing back .
I watched as her chest rose up and down . The tumor was really big and it scared me .
My baby didn't let it phase her tho .
Yesterday I thought I was gonna lose her and just the thought broke me .
I grabbed my phone and made some more calls to doctors .
I have the money . My donation page raised enough .
I have insurance . I just need a doctor willing to do it .
It has only been one doctor , Dr . Martinez he's in another country .
He's cured children before but he's hard as fuck to get in contact with .
I've called all over trying to reach him , or somebody that close to him and gotten no luck .
I need him .
