I was bullied for about 5 or more years. Those years were one of the most pain full years of my entire life. I was about 7 or so when it first began. I was a small little tiny girl who did no wrong to anyone, always minded my own business and i also enjoyed life so much. I would always be happy and laughing because i though life was wonderfull and beautiful. But I guess enjoying life was a bad thing..
I remember one day their were some girls who came up to me and started picking on me and i didn't know why, i didn't do anything to them. I guess i was too nerdy and or maybe an easy target for people. My classmates would pick on me and call me names, push me around, hurt me, and i didn't know why. I cried and cried because i didn't deserve this, i have done no harm to any of them, Even when i tried asking for help with the teachers they would turn their backs to me and just let them continue. I remember my 2 teachers Ms. C and Mrs. M would also mess with me. They would purposely pick on me in class knowing i didn't know the answers and let the students make fun of me, they would also pinch me and pull on my hair for no reason. I was at that point were i didn't even feel safe, i felt like at any moment i would get jumped by some girls. I was so afraid..
I would beg my grandmother to let me stay at home because i was feeling "ill" and didn't want to school and of course she didn't buy it, she knew i was lying and each time she would ask me why, i would just say 'i just don't want to go to school'. I hated lying to her but inside me i knew she wouldn't believe me. Who would? i was just some stupid little girl who would look like she wanted attention..
Today i no longer get bullied by any other girls or teachers. I have not overcome all those years of abuse and toucher but I'm slowly making progress. The way I've deal with it is by helping others. That's how i get rid of those painful memories. I know they will always be there but i hope that in the future they will be lessons that i will have learned from. And if theirs someone out their reading this, just know you can get through this, i know you can. I believe in you and if you liked ill be more than glad to help you out.
Now the only thing that is holding be back is that one bully I'm dealing with right now ..
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My Self-Harm Story
FanfictionEverything I wrote is true, please don't send me hate because im just trying to get this story out and let people know. thanks for all the support xx. p.s these few chapters are about how I deal & how I started self harming myself.. please don't ju...
