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"What are we getting our selves into,
Because I know that it is wrong.
But I can't get enough of you..
You're what makes me strong.

Every way you look at me,
When you stare me in my eyes.
The way you smile when I snort,
The way my body shakes inside.

How you make me feel perfect,
And like I'm something more
How you tell me I'm great,
And I'm the only you adore

And when you touch me,
just a little, I feel my heart skip.
And when I realize you felt it to,
My breathe I just can't grip.

The way you released my pain,
And told me I deserved it all.
The way you said I should be with you,
And always on you I could fall.

Its just the way you have me..
The way you can make me laugh.
And the way I feel so perfect with you..
My whole body collapses.

And how great you are for making me smile,
Just by telling me the simple things.
Makes me want to break down in tears,
For what joy you bring.

And I cry because its wrong,
No matter how wonderful you can be.
But it feels so right..
Even though it isn't supposed to be."

Ava and I have been together for about a good three months and it's been amazing; ever since I dropped my gaurd down and allowed her in, I've experienced the most amazing love anyone could ever dreamed of.

"Babe can you pass me the remote"Ava yelled

"It's right beside you"I yelled back

"No it's not"

"Yes it is"

"Just come down here and find it"she yelled

I rolled my eyes and went downstairs and sure enough the remote was right beside her.

"The remote's right there asshole"I said laughing at thr stupid grin on her face.

"I know I just wanted to see your sexy self"

"Well now you see me and now you don't"I said beginning to walk away

"Wait wait wait"Ava said pulling me down on her lap

"What"

"When do you think you'll be ready to tell your mother"she asked

My body froze at the mention of my mother--- all of my sisters know about Ava and I but my mother.

"Baby did you hear what I said"

"Yea I-I heard you"

"Well"

"I don't know babe I-"

"Look I'm not rushing you or forcing you but I'm just saying it's up to you and whatever you decide I'll support you"

"But what if it goes wrong... I have a feeling it's not gonna go good"I said

"Whether or not it goes good, you got me okay I'm gonna be by your sidd the entire time and if she loved you like a mother should then it shouldn't be a problem"

I sat there contemplating what I should do and I decided to hit nail right on the head.

"Alright I'll tell her but only if you go with me"

"Why would you think I wouldn't go"

"I know I'm nervous you know how she is and how big of a 'christian' she is"

"I know but think positive baby and if she doesn't accept you, you got me and your sisters right by your side"

"I love you"I said subconsciously

"What"she said with a huge grin

"I- I said that I love you"I repeated myself

"You said you looooove me"

"Yes I love you"

"I love you more... I've loved you the day I sung my first note for you"

"You're so cute" I said laughing

"Pfft cute is for puppies baby I'm beautiful"she said laughing.

I hope I can go through with this.


Boring yea I know but it's something. Excuse any mistakes💋

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