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"I keep fantasizing
That maybe it could be me
The girl you long for
Or daydream about
I can see it in your eyes
The distant look
Of a woman wishing, wanting
Someone or something
I am clinging tightly
To a small thread of hope
That your feelings for me
Will be the same
Just as mine is
For you
Although I know
I need to stop pretending
I can't help myself
I can't stop myself from dreaming"

I put my bookmark on that page then closed my book sighing in the process. Ever since day one when she I first because apart of her crew, I have had these feelings that won't disappear...if only she knew how much I want her but can't have her.

I see the way that Tony's husband treats her and no man should treat his queen that way especially a queen like Toni. I would sit back and just watch as he tears her down but if only I could be the one to build her back up. I know she's not into women but that is the least of my worries.

"Girl what you looking all sad for"my friend Anne Marie said

"Nothing just mind your business"I said

"Bitch alert"she said laughing

"I'm fine Anne just leave me be please"I said

"Whatever I don't got time for this...I got a man waiting on me"sad Anne Marie

"Since when did you get a man"I asked

"Now you need to mind your business"she teased

"Lord I hope he isn't married"I prayed

"Whatever I'm gone...bye bitch"she yelled from downstairs

Was I shocked that she got somebody? No but it made me sad that even Anne Marie's hope ass got somebody and I'm all alone....God please bring me somebody to love and if you do please let it be HER.

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